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Imago
Chapter 1
Amy Sterling Casil
To the families and children of Family Service Association and Home Again Project, Redlands, California.
I have risen
in search of history
I have lifted the rock
to pick the white blind grubs beneath
I have gazed
in the lake of glass
to see the man who wears my face
I have picked
the red bones clean
I have sought
the truth in flesh
And told my soul to flee
Chapter One
Katie Jacques paused in the hall beside the door to her grandson Harmon’s room. He was inside, singing.
“Katie, Katie, give me your answer true...”
She supposed he was singing about her. Harmon always used her first name. He was an unusual boy. He often told her that he intended to grow up and run the world.
She knocked lightly. The singing stopped.
“Come in, Katie,” Harmon said, his voice wavering between boyish treble and callow adolescence.
“It’s cold today,” she said. “I thought that you might like some after-school hot chocolate.”
She bore two Campbell’s soup mugs on a tray. One held his hot chocolate, the other plain green tea for her: no sugar. The Campbell’s mugs were Harmon’s favorite. He said that he liked the little soup-boy, with his bright red and white checkered suit. At sixty-four, Katie Jacques could still be called a beautiful woman. She’d long since passed the point of caring about that, but she saw her young-old face reflected in the mirror over Harmon’s bed, and smiled even so.
He’d been working on his town model again. Once, she had suggested that Harmon turn it into a model train layout.
“That’s for wussies,” he replied in a calm voice. She never mentioned it again.
“I just finished the new church,” he said, pointing at a three-sided Spanish-style structure. “That’s the Baptist church. Next, I’ll do the Catholics.”
“It’s wonderful,” she said, leaning over the model, which took up much of the north wall of Harmon’s spacious room. The house was too big, she thought, remembering her childhood room, with its narrow girl’s bed and white Queen Anne coverlet. She’d barely had enough room for a gold velvet-covered stool and her cheap Sears dresser, with its cracked white paint and fake gold trim, that peeled off after a single summer season. Harmon’s room seemed larger than the entire house she’d grown up in. But of course, she could say nothing of that to him. What child would understand something like that?
“Here is the church,” he said, playfully. He sipped some of the hot chocolate, then laced his fingers together.
“Here is the steeple,” he added, bringing his forefingers up in a point.
Katie laughed. They’d played that game before he’d even started kindergarten. Now, here he was in sixth grade. Her heart jumped. She ruffled his hair and sipped her own tea.
“Open the doors and see all the people!” Harmon turned his hands over and waggled his fingers. Then he lifted the roof of the model church and showed her the “people” inside. Dozens of tiny Disney characters, all lined up neatly. Goofy, Donald, and the Seven Dwarves; Mickey and Minnie stood by the altar.
“Look at them!” she exclaimed. “How about this?” She put one hand over her nose and pretended that she pulled it off.
Harmon didn’t respond. He replaced the church roof, staring intently at Katie, and re-laced his fingers, waggling them once more. They moved furiously back and forth. Then, he moved his hands to and fro, as if he was rocking a cradle.
“What are you doing?” she asked, still laughing.
“Guess,” he said, grinning, his green eyes shining happily.
“You’re playing Rock-A-Bye Baby,” she said.
His eyes darkened.
“A fishing boat?” she asked, her voice wavering.
“No,” he snapped. “Look!”
“I don’t know,” she said. Please, let him not be getting angry, she thought. His eyes were narrowing. The fingers still waggled. Then at once, they went stiff. He thrust his hands in her face.
“I set the church on fire,” he snapped. “And they’re all running away!”
Katie shivered.
“But as you can see,” he added; “They didn’t quite make it.”
His long, sensitive fingers curled back and forth, twisting, almost writhing.
“Oh,” Katie said, sipping her tea. “How creative.”
Harmon was still for a long moment, then he swept the Baptist Church from the table in one brief, graceful movement. The delicate foam board walls shattered, spraying Katie’s legs with white powder. The steepled roof skittered across the floor. The Disney figures — all ceramic — tinkled as they tumbled to the hardwood floor. Minnie’s head rolled away. Goofy’s body slid toward Harmon’s bed, while his legs remained by the ruined model.
Harmon smiled. Then, he cracked his knuckles.
This was in the Spring of 2005; eventually Harmon did finish all the models, including a mouse-ear silhouette on the double doors of the Catholic church.
oOo
Max Prinn’s brother Joe worked as a programmer for DisLex, and Max had already heard about DisLex chairman Harmon Jacques’ PerfectTown, even though he wasn’t supposed to know a thing about it. When he and his wife Cindy ordered their first season pass to the Magic Kingdom, he called ahead to ask if there was any chance, any at all, that they could get into the PerfectTown on their first visit.
“My brother works up in Sunnyvale,” Max told the operator. Mentioning the DisLex headquarters usually produced great results, especially when Max was calling about the bill or service.
She put him on hold for twenty minutes while he rinsed the dishes and tore his junk mail into halves, then quarters. Just as he was throwing the mail in the recycle bin, she came back saying, “are you one of the Gold Star Preview Winners?”
“Yes,” Max said. He felt only a tiny twinge at the lie.
“Can I have your confirmation code?”
So much for that, Max thought. A shred of brightly-printed junk mail that he’d missed fluttered to the kitchen floor. He bent, picking it up, then said, “uh” to the operator, who sighed in return.
“Is it this?” he asked, reading the numbers printed above the postal bar code on the address label, right below where it said “Prinn Family or current resident.”
“Let me check,” she said. The phone clicked. A few seconds later, she returned. “Mr. Prinn, our database seems to be down. I can’t —”
“My brother told me that it was a really great ride,” Max blurted. “He’s worked on parts of it. They’ve all been —”
The operator laughed. “I’m sure if your brother is up in Sunnyvale, it’s okay,” she said. “Why don’t you just give me your GoldStar card number?”
“Sure,” Max said. He had that memorized; it was his social security number plus three extra digits.
“Well, I see that,” she said. “At least that’s working. I tell you, I don’t know how they expect us to do our work, with this network broken down all of the time.” She sounded middle-aged, but good-spirited. Maybe she’d had the same kind of training that Max had. He sold home water purification systems over the phone and the net.
“You have a nice voice,” he told the operator.
“Thank you!” she replied. He imagined her beaming. Max, you have a gift, he thought.
“Smile when you talk,” he added. “Smile from the wrists down when you type!”
“That’s right,” she said. “Every day.”
“DisLex is lucky to have somebody as nice as you working for them,” Max said. He paused. Maybe that had been a bit too much.
He heard something rustling in the background, then the tell-tale clicks of a keyboard being worked.
“Your passes will be out today,” she said. “Just press the print button on the autoscreen when you download them.”
“Oh, thank you!” he said, amazed that his heart was pounding. Wait until he told Joe about this! Why, Joe wasn’t even going to get to see the PerfectTown for months — this really was a special preview for the GoldCard promotion winners only. A hundred of them, or something like that.
“And your daughter is how old?” the operator asked.
“Seven,” Max said. “She’s in second grade. Christian school, here in town.”
The line clicked again. “I hope you enjoy the preview,” the operator said. “You’re one lucky man!”
“Yeah,” Max said. “Thanks!”
“You know to check your printer before you start,” she added, with the smile still in her voice.
“Sure,” he said.
“Because it’ll only print once, then the file is gone. We can’t issue you another file.”
“Right,” Max said. Darn right he’d check that printer. Imagine going to all that trouble to get the first passes to see the PerfectTown preview, then buggering up the damn print job? Not Max Prinn. He and Cindy and little Tina were going to be the very first ones to see it. He pictured the jealous faces of the guys at the country club, and Cindy’s bright blue eyes widening in surprise. And how excited Tina would be. Nothing was too good for Max’s girl. He’d be right there holding his baby’s hand while they saw the complete simulation of the future. According to Joe, the tiny people that the computer created were actually alive. They thought, lived, moved around — had feelings — everything!
“Thank you so much, ma’am,” he said to the operator. “Could I have your name?”
“Marilyn Chen,” she replied. “C-h-e-n.”
“You’ve done such a great job with the network trouble and all,” Max said. “I’m going to tell my brother about you the next time we talk.”
“Oh thank you, Mr. Prinn,” she said, her voice fluttering. “It’s been a pleasure helping you!”
“Likewise,” Max said, breaking the connection. He straightened his collar and called upstairs.
“Hey Cin! Cin! You’re not going to believe what I just did!”
oOo
Ten days later, Max, Cindy and Tina piled out of their forest green Chrysler vancruiser and trotted to the gates of the Magic Kingdom. It was a spring Tuesday, so there were only a few dozen people in line. The season pass got them in the gates, where an electric cart waited. The cart had a striped awning that reminded Max of a fruit-flavored gum he’d chewed as a kid.
“It’s so cute!” Cindy said. “Look, Tina! It’s waiting for us.”
A standing sign printed with “GoldStar Special Preview Members” stood next to the cart.
“Red carpet treatment,” Max said. Cindy smiled up at him, her freckled nose wrinkling. Tina grabbed his hand. His heart jumped a little, feeling her small fingers in his.
“Come on, honey,” he said, helping her into the cart. Cindy followed, then he sat on the edge, resting his feet on the running board, getting comfortable.
A balding man in the back extended his hand. “Ray Martinez,” he said. “Can you believe we won this thing?” His wife smiled benignly; she looked as if she’d missed her morning cup of coffee.
“Yeah,” Max said. “Incredible luck.” Cindy elbowed him, rolling her eyes. He’d told her the whole story.
“You know,” Martinez said, leaning forward conspiratorially, “I got my lawyer on them because they were dicking me on our bill. We live in Palos Verdes. They keep trying to force through the water surcharge.”
“Yeah?” Max said, deciding that Martinez was one of those types who lived to make trouble.
“The lawyer sent a registered e-mail, and the next day, boom! Sally got the message that we’d won the tickets!”
“Ha!” Max said.
“Really?” Cindy said, turning around.
Martinez started to say more, but Tina, tugging on Max’s shirt, interrupted.
“Look, Daddy! Goofy’s going to drive us.”
“No,” Max said. “That’s my namesake.”
“Oh, yeah,” she said, voice full of awe. “That’s the teenage boy, Max.”
“Name’s Max Prinn,” Max said, turning to Martinez and his wife. “I had to take a lot of jokes about this guy when I was growing up.”
Martinez’s wife whispered something, and the blank look on his face faded. “Yeah,” he said. “Oh, yeah! That one’s called Max.”
“All right,” the driver said, his elongated, putty-colored dog face bobbing up and down. “Let’s hit the road! We’re off to see the PerfectTown.”
“Whee, daddy! Whee!” Tina cried as she curled against him and the cart set off. Cindy smiled and ran her hand through her wheat-colored hair. They were traveling at least five miles an hour through the oldest part of Disneyland: Main Street USA.
They passed the old Mister Lincoln exhibit. It was closed now; Max had heard from his brother Joe that it was going to be preserved as a museum. Max saw a character in an unusual costume standing beside the old brick building. The guy’s clothes were ragged, and he wore some kind of ugly mask that resembled a wild pig.
“Hey, who’s that?” Max asked, leaning forward and tapping his cartoon dog-headed namesake on the shoulder. The cart slowed as cartoon-Max turned.
“Who’s what?” he asked.
“Over there,” Max said, pointing at the figure. The guy crouched. He was skulking! No Disney character ever walked like that, like some knuckle-dragging freak.
“By Mister Lincoln?” cartoon Max asked. “Yeah, I see him.” The cart came to a stop, its electric motor whining down. Cartoon Max pressed his cheek and started speaking softly. Max heard most of what he said.
“Intruder by Mister Lincoln,” he said. “Can’t believe they’re everywhere. I thought they cleared them all out —”
Max suddenly understood. The man he’d seen was no Disney character, he was a viral freak, and the Magic Kingdom had been invaded. Was there nothing and nowhere safe? He pressed Tina close to him.
Cindy’s eyes were wide. She’d seen the figure too. Tina looked up at Max and said, “what’s wrong, daddy?”
“It’s a bad man,” he said. “They’ll take care of him.”
“Why?” Tina asked.
“Oh, honey,” Cindy said, leaning over to kiss Tina’s smooth, dark head.
“I can’t believe they’ve gotten in here,” Martinez said. “Damn freaks!”
“Hey,” Max said, turning and raising one brow. He looked at Tina, then back at Martinez. The message was unmistakable: watch your language around my little girl. Martinez’ brow furrowed, then he sat back, putting his arm around his wife, frowning. Max hoped that he was embarrassed.
“Daddy, I’m scared,” Tina said. Her small shoulders were trembling.
The driver turned, waggling his dog ears. “Hey, sweetie,” he said. “Don’t be scared. You think my dad would let somebody do something bad here? Or Mickey Mouse? That’s just a guy who’s lost. We’ll help him find where he’s supposed to go.”
“Really?” Tina said. She looked up at Max, her dark eyes full of uncertainty, and also wonder that Goofy’s teenaged son had spoken to her.
“What’s your name?” Cartoon Max asked.
“Tina,” she said in a tiny voice.
He extended his big, three-fingered glove. “Pleased to meet you, Miss Tina,” he said.
“You’re so sweet,” Cindy exclaimed. Max smiled at the driver. He was good — Max couldn’t believe how quickly he’d smoothed that over. Half a dozen security men in bright blue jumpsuits were approaching the Mister Lincoln building.
“That was fast,” Martinez said.
“See those guys?” Cartoon Max said, pointing at the security men. “Those are our helpers. They’ll help that man find his house.”
“Did he run away from home?” Tina asked.
“I think so,” Cartoon Max said.
“Then he’s in a lot of trouble,” Tina said. “He might get a time out.”
Max grabbed Tina and hugged her fiercely. Cindy put her arms around both of them.
From the back of the cart, Martinez said, “You’ve got a great family.”
Max turned and nodded. The men in the blue jumpsuits were entering the closed Mister Lincoln exhibit. Another group had appeared, starting down the narrow alley to its side where they’d last spotted the intruder. The freak.
“I can’t believe that this is a problem here,” Cindy said to Cartoon Max. By that, she meant the derelict: the freak.
“Well, it’s not a problem for us,” he said. “We’ve got everything under control.”
“I’m sure,” she said in a tart voice. She looked at Max: he’d hear what she really thought later. Cindy was a little bit on the liberal side and often expressed sympathy for the freaks.
“Come on,” Cartoon Max said, turning back to his steering wheel. “Let’s get this show on the road!” He finished with a silly laugh.
Moments later, they were at the end of Main Street, turning the corner to Tomorrowland and the PerfectTown.
oOo
Their PerfectTown guide was a lovely young woman with porcelain skin, smooth blond hair, and perfect teeth. Max noticed Cindy’s expression when she caught sight of him looking at her with a pleasant and possibly dreamy expression: the set jaw meant that he’d hear about that later, too.
“I’m Marisa,” the guide said in a soft, modulated voice. “I’ll be your guide to where the past meets the future: DisLex’s PerfectTown.” Max wondered how it was possible that a dress with a Peter Pan collar and a neat bow at the back could look sexy. It did.
They followed the guide down a long, padded ramp. Fifteen-foot high, seamless metal doors opened with a whispery rush as they entered what the guide Marisa called “the lobby.”
“Tina, look!” Max said, lifting his daughter up.
Beside him, Cindy took a deep breath. “My God,” she said.
They stood on a balcony that overlooked the PerfectTown. The guide’s words seemed to fade. For the town that lay at their feet under what seemed to Max to be a transparent bubble appeared to cover several square miles. Max felt his stomach grow light with vertigo. How had they managed to build something like that — under Disneyland? It looked bigger than the entire above-ground Magic Kingdom. He shook his head, trying to make visual sense of it.
“It’s huge,” Martinez said, rushing to the railing and leaning over. “Look at that! I see a park, and over there — look! You can see the cars!”
“Houses,” Cindy said in a breathy voice. “Thousands of them.”
“There’s a steeple,” Tina added. “Daddy, I see a horsie!”
“It doesn’t look like a hologram, does it?” the guide asked.
“No,” Max admitted. “It doesn’t.”
“They look real. Look! That man in jogging pants is scratching his head, wondering what to do,” Cindy said. “Honey, look!” She guided Tina’s small dark head to see the man. Tina’s brow wrinkled.
“I can’t see him,” Tina said. “I see the tall man in black with the funny hat.”
“Yeah,” Martinez said. “It’s Cesar Chavez.”
“You!” His wife poked him in the ribs. “That’s a little girl. She’s dark, like this one here.” She pointed at Tina and smiled a tight little smile.
“You’re all seeing something different,” Marisa said. “That’s the way it works. The simulation shows itself differently to each person who comes to it. There’s never been —”
“You mean Tina sees the horse, my wife sees the guy scratching his head, and I see the cars and churches?” Max asked.
The guide nodded, flashing her polished smile. “You must be interested in technology and architecture,” she said. “Children are —”
Tina grabbed Max’s sleeve and tugged. “It’s not a horsey any more,” she whispered. “It’s a big brown dog now.”
“Is he friendly?” Max asked.
Tina nodded.
“You must be wondering,” the guide said, gesturing over the bubble of the town with one pale, slender arm, downed with hair in the lambent light, “where do these things come from?”
“I figured it’s all a computer program,” Martinez said. Max looked briefly at him and wondered how the other man could interpret the figure who’d ambled into his view as Cesar Chavez. Aside from the one-foot height difference between the two cultural heroes, the tall man with the black knee-length coat and stovepipe hat was so obviously Abraham Lincoln that even Tina could have recognized him.
Cindy started giggling. “It’s a clown, Max,” she said. “And his nose is falling off!”
“You’re absolutely right,” the guide told Martinez. “It is a computer program, but the most sophisticated program the world has ever known. The figures you see are real. They change as you look at them, and as they interact among themselves.”
“Interact?” Max asked. Cindy looked at him; he could tell from the way that her eyes narrowed suddenly and the pupils contracted that she was fascinated, but also fearful. He grabbed her hand and squeezed it, and drew Tina close.
“Daddy, now the doggy ran away. I just see a little boy. He’s wearing a blue striped shirt and dumb-looking tennis shoes.”
“That’s nice,” Cindy said, smoothing Tina’s hair.
“Yes, as far as they’re concerned, they all live in the same town. A real town. The PerfectTown,” the guide said. “They’re called imagos. That’s an unusual word that has several meanings.”
“Images?” Cindy asked.
“Yeah,” Martinez said. “Like the movies, only three-dimensional.”
“A movie made with dolls,” his wife said. “I guess this is —”
“The world’s most expensive puppet show,” Max said, laughing.
The guide smiled at him. It reminded him of the way his second-grade teacher had looked at him when he’d come up with the wrong answer.
“No, they’re not puppets. They think. They can do things for themselves. They live, get married, go to church and school — even have children. Or, something like that,” she said. “They’re changing right now, even as we watch them.”
“There’s something not right about that,” Cindy whispered in Max’s ear. “It reminds me of a poem I read. Or maybe it was an old TV show. There were all these dolls trapped in a —”
“Shh!” Max silenced her, because the guide was continuing with her explanation.
“An imago is the mature stage of an insect,” the guide said. “Like a butterfly, coming out of its cocoon.”
“We had silk worms at school,” Tina said. “They spun their cocoons, then they came out as pretty moths while we were at home asleep.”
Max began to wonder if the guide was one of these imagos herself, as he watched her lean over and pat Tina’s cheek.
“I don’t see any bugs or butterflies,” Martinez said.
“He just saw Cesar Chavez in a black suit with a stovepipe hat,” Max whispered in Cindy’s ear. “Cesar Chavez was four feet tall.” She slapped his arm, rolling her eyes. He grinned to himself.
“An imago is also an image. Something as real as, but other than, the the world that is.”
Martinez started laughing. “I get it now,” he said. “It’s like that old game. What was that? Sim Town?”
The guide turned her lovely face toward him. “It has its basis in something like that,” she said.
“So, what if somebody pulls the plug?” Martinez made a nasty popping, snapping noise back in his throat, like a lightbulb burning out.
The guide shrugged. “There is no plug,” she said.
“How can it —”
“It’s alive,” she said. “The PerfectTown grows each day. It is part of the DisLex central computer, but completely separate from —”
“From our bills?” Max said.
The guide nodded. “The computer is now divided in two parts. It has —”
“Mama, listen!” Tina exclaimed.
“Don’t interrupt,” Cindy said, leaning over.
“No!” Cindy said. “A song. Can’t you hear it?”
Everyone turned toward the PerfectTown.
“I think I can,” the guide said.
“It’s the little boy,” Tina said. “He’s singing.”
At first, Max heard only a bare whisper. Then the song grew louder. He could almost make out the words. “I hear it,” he said. “I think.” Then he turned to the others. “Do —”
“I do,” Cindy said. Her hands reached for Tina’s shoulders and she drew her daughter to her. Max had never seen quite the same kind of look in her eyes. He moved close, but something in his wife’s eyes pushed him away like a magnetic repulsion. She covered Tina’s ears. The boy’s voice filled the room.
Katie, Katie give me your answer, true I’m half crazy, all because of you You once were my dear grandmother But you just could not stay true Katie, Katie When the sun goes down, I’ll burn the city Then I’ll murder you
“Oh, my God,” Cindy said.
“Look at the kid!” Martinez cried.
“Tina, don’t look!” Cindy crushed Tina’s head into her belly and stared down at the PerfectTown, her eyes growing wider and wider.
“He’s burning that church,” Martinez’ wife said.
“Are you nuts? Look at him! He’s running after that lady with a knife.”
“Holy —” Max’s oath was cut short in utter shock. It was like a dream, one of those dreams where you try to scream — something is chasing you — something horrible and dark, with foul breath and claws — and you can’t quite get away, and you can’t scream, or say a word — nothing. Not ever.
The kid in the blue striped shirt and geek tennis shoes cut off Mister Lincoln’s head with a machete.
“He’s got a bottle now, with a cloth sticking out of it,” Cindy said.
Somehow, Tina managed to squirm free. Max didn’t know how. Cindy shrieked, but it was too late.
“He hurt the doggy, Mama!” she cried.
Max hoped he would never again see anything like the expression on his daughter’s face.
The guide’s hand was over her mouth. A quarter-inch of bloodshot white showed all the way around her big, pretty blue eyes.
She spoke into her wristband. Max watched her pale fingers trembling. Her lips were trembling as well.
“You’ve got to stop this,” she said. “Control — we have a —”
Max heard something coming back from her wrist, but he couldn’t make out the words.
“It’s a boy,” she said. “Some kind of insane boy.”
Again, the buzz of a voice just beyond Max’s hearing. The horrible song continued. And changed. Grew dissonant. Stopped rhyming. Became a chant. Like something they’d sing in a blasphemous monastery where the crosses hung upside-down. There were words that he didn’t want Tina to hear. Words he was sorry that he’d heard, especially in the Magic Kingdom. Other words he didn’t know, but which chilled his body deep inside to hear them all the same.
The guide’s voice broke through, high and desperate. “It’s his imago. No — it is him. He has blond hair. A knife. A bomb. Sword-thing. I don’t —”
“We’ve got to get out,” Max said. He grabbed Cindy’s shoulder and spun her toward the double doors where they’d entered, lifting Tina by the waist.
“What should I do?” The guide looked around and gestured toward them.
“The doors won’t open,” she said. “They’re programmed not to until we’re —”
“Like Hell they won’t!” Max cried. He looked at Martinez, who gaped at the carnage below them, his wife clinging to him as she gasped and wept. “Help us!” Max yelled at the older man. Martinez moved one leg forward with excruciating slowness. It was like one of those cold-sweat dreams. Max began to wonder if he’d made any sense at all, or if his words had been heard.
“We have ten more minutes,” the guide called toward them. She was wringing her hands, then she opened them toward Max, Cindy and Tina, pleading. “We can sit and wait. Look away from it. It will stop. They said it would —”
Max felt a sharp rush of pity for her. She was young. He knew it wasn’t her fault; knew also that she was as frightened as any of them were. He remembered the man who’d been killed in that terrible accident on Space Mountain. The Magic Kingdom took a lot of pride in the fact that nobody had ever been hurt badly there since, not even nuts who tried some crazy stunt, like trying to kill themselves by flinging their bodies from the bridge of Snow White’s castle. It was a different Magic Kingdom now than it had been when he was a kid. Back then, it had been the happiest place on earth. Now it was perfect. DisLex, not Disney. Hell, they ran the whole state. Power, water, trash, newspapers, satellite, net, movies...
Max looked back at her a long moment, and then he realized that Martinez had moved and was standing by his side.
“Together,” he said, looking at the older man. Martinez looked out of shape, but his shoulders were big. He had some weight to put toward it.
At once, they rushed the double doors.
Max felt the pain in the meaty part of his back, right where you were supposed to punch someone if you really wanted to hurt them.
“Chingadera!” Martinez swore, rubbing his shoulder.
Max knew that was a really bad swear word in Spanish, but he had never quite been sure what it meant.
“Madre de Dios!” Martinez continued. “That won’t move,” he added.
Max knew what Madre de Dios meant.
When he looked toward the guide, she was sitting in a fetal position, her arms wrapped around her knees, head resting above that. Her eyes were closed and she was rocking back and forth.
The song was now a series of long, keening wails, something like what Max thought you’d hear coming from a ward for the criminally insane.
“Mama, Mama,” Tina said, over and over. Cindy held her tight. Fear and a mother’s fierce protectiveness had made her face as taut and expressionless as an Aleutian mask.
“For God’s sake,” she said through her teeth. “Get us out of here!”
Max sensed something amid the wailing roar. Later, he could never had said what made him turn away from the Armageddon of the PerfectTown, away from the double doors, and away from the guide, but he did, all the same.
To see a sliver of light, perhaps two hundred yards away, in the opposite direction along the rail that kept them from falling into the PerfectTown. Or PerfectHell, as he would later term it.
The sliver of light grew until Max could make it out as a door, and it was not artificial, but natural light.
He grabbed Cindy’s wrist and spun her. Martinez turned as well. His wife’s wailing, which had joined the horrible death-cries coming from below, softened.
A hand beckoned through the door. Something about the hand was not quite right, but Max didn’t question that. He grabbed his wife’s wrist. This time, she took Tina and carried her like a baby, though she weighed seventy-five pounds, and he heard Martinez breathing heavily as he followed.
Max pulled up short as they reached the door. He put one arm out, protecting Cindy, Tina and the Martinez’s, stopping them from going any farther.
Because there had been something wrong with the hand at the door. The fingers were wrapped in gray-yellow rags, twisted, and grimed with oil and filth. The hand led to a thick arm in an army surplus jacket, and the face that peered through the door at them was nothing any decent person could look at without shuddering.
Their rescuer was a freak. Max didn’t know if it was the same one they’d seen on the way in. It probably was the same one, he thought, because this was a pig man and there weren’t many of those. Or so he’d read. Or heard.
“Look man, we’ve just had a bad experience. If you’re going to try to rip us off or infect us, you’ll have to come through me,” Max said, steeling his voice. He felts his hands ball into fists.
The freak shook his head.
“I was outside. I heard screaming,” he said.
It was almost impossible to believe, but the voice that came out of his diseased face was normal, even gentle. He sounded educated.
“You’re not going to —” Max blurted.
The pig man averted his head. Maybe the brief movement was something that an animal would do if it was in trouble, or wanted to defer to a stronger beast. Max guessed that was what he was to this freak: a stronger form of beast.
“Goddamn freak!” Martinez blustered. He pushed his way past Cindy and Tina, his wife in tow. He was shaking his fist.
“I heard the bad noises,” the pig man said. “I know how to get in and out. I thought you might need some help.”
“Max,” Cindy whispered. “Don’t make any trouble with him. He was just trying to —”
Max put his hand on her cheek, then looked back at the pig man, who was truly one of the most filthy, boil-ridden, bristle-tufted and twisted creatures he’d ever seen, and that included pot-bellied pigs at the Los Angeles County Fair and embalmed creatures sewn together at the Museum of the Weird in Hollywood, and slowly, he smiled.
“Thanks, man,” he said.
“No problem,” the pig man replied, swinging the door open wide and stepping back as far as he could to let them all pass.
Inside the PerfectTown, the hideous, wailing, shrieking song stopped.
The guide screamed once, then she too was silent.
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