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by Anne Harris
In a near-future Detroit, the living polymer industry has the city in its grip. While vat-divers struggle to organize, the GeneSys Corporation works on making human workers obsolete. An escaped mutant, a con-artist and a techno-geek team up to unravel corporate blackmail, deceit and murder. One thing is certain: the city and the world will never be the same once the latest R&D development is unleashed.
Chapter 12 — Creation Story
In
the beginning was the dream, and in the dream Hector was in the laboratory,
alone. It was late at night, he was in his pajama bottoms.
Goose flesh stood out on the exposed skin of his arms and chest.
Light came faintly from a single row of phosphorescents at the back
of the room. He padded up and down the aisles on cold bare feet,
walking past incubators and microscopes, biophages and growing trays.
A multi-processor was awake, spilling holographic equations into the
air with incomprehensible speed. Hector stopped, and watched the
numbers and symbols stream past. He couldn't make anything out;
they were moving too fast. As he stood and stared the equations
flew at him, tumbling into him through his eyes, his ears, his mouth.
His head was filled with them, he felt them working their calculations
through his blood stream. He danced and jerked, an arithmetic
robot, trying to rid himself of these numbers, these symbols.
But it was too late now. They were in him. They were a part
of him.
He
left the emptied screen of the multi-processor and moved towards the
back of the room, where a large, rectangular tank lay beneath the round
saucers of the phosphorescent lights. Inside the tank, like a
corpse laid out in a coffin, lay a body, submerged in the faint opalescent
sheen of growth medium. As he approached the tank, she stood up.
She was tall and strong, with a long mane of black hair, generous breasts,
four arms and gleaming white fangs. And as he stood there, staring,
she began to dance.
She
danced like the Indian women he'd seen on a PBS special once; all rocking
back and fourth, angular gestures, stamping of feet and bending of knees.
She whirled around him, and he turned, trying to keep her in sight.
She was a blur all around him now, and he was inside of her, being born
by her dance. The equations that had infected him earlier were
coming out again now. He spoke them into the whirlwind, and she stopped.
She
stood before him, silent, motionless. She was beautiful.
He would have liked to touch her, hold her, make love to her.
She smiled slowly and nodded her head, once, and then walked towards
him. But as she approached she got smaller. Smaller and
smaller until she was no bigger than a gum ball, and she hung in the
middle of the air, in front of his face. Hector opened his mouth,
she climbed inside, and he swallowed her.
When
he awoke the next morning, he knew what to do.
It took months of splicing and selective
genetic engineering. For processing and control of the organism,
he cloned and modified a multi-processor brain. Following standard
animal physiology, he tied autonomic functions like breathing and heart
reflex to the brainstem and put the hypothalamus in charge of instinctual
drives such as sex and hunger.
For
reasons he did not examine at the time, he grew the cerebral cortex
beyond the demands of plucking agules from growth medium, leaving space
for behaviors to evolve with the demands of the creature’s environment,
leaving space for intelligence to grow on its own.
At
first the double arms and fangs had been stubborn artifacts of the gene
splicing, a side effect of manipulating homeobox genes, but he soon
recognized their advantages, and gave up on trying to erase them.
Finally,
in a rectangular tank beneath the phosphorescent lights of the laboratory,
Lilith, the first tetra, was born. He had been lauded for his
work on the brains, but he had never really considered them a work of
genius. Everything was there, just waiting for him to come along
and put it together.
But
this, this was something else again. A genetically engineered
species with human cognitive ability. He hadn’t needed to make
them that smart, but once he’d figured out the basic neural network
of NMDA, glutaminergic, and GABA synapses and the balance between excitory
and inhibitory neurons, it was only a matter of making space for the
network to grow.
Following
the sacred design that came to him in the dream, Hector directed the
formation of synaptic connections with neural adhesion factors, chemoattractants
and neurotrophins. But he designed the tetras with synaptic plasticity,
taking advantage of Hebb’s rule of coordinated synaptic activity to
reinforce useful connections and inactivate inappropriate ones. Rather
than hardwire their behavior, he allowed their environment to mold and
nudge them towards their intended function, leaving specific behaviors
open-ended.
Despite
the problems caused by his approach — the tetras’ insular social system,
their uncooperativeness — he had never really regretted giving them
choice, independence, intelligence. The concept of a creature
of such complexity without those characteristics was an anathema to
him, and he knew what GeneSys intended to do with them if they were
successful. They wanted to get rid of the vatdivers because they
were causing trouble; organizing, calling strikes, demanding rights.
In fact, he realized now, the block he’d had on the project was not
mental in nature, but moral.
Until
he saw Lilith in his dream and knew that she would be a person, not
a machine, he could not allow himself to solve the puzzle of her creation.
He remembered his mother, an inobservant Jew but one instilled nevertheless
with the Reformed Jewish version of the golden rule, “that which is
abhorrent to you, do not do.” It was a rule she’d taught to him
as well.
He
need not have worried with Lilith, she was her own being right from
the start. For weeks he ate and slept in the lab, observing her,
talking to her. Within weeks she mastered language, and started
asking him for a nest.
Hector
pulled some strings and transferred the experiment to the test facility
in the basement. It had once been the proving grounds for the first
living polymers. Now it was home to a new prototype, one of his
own making.
Months
passed, and Lilith swam around in her vat eating agules, and nothing
else happened. He had designed the tetras to be parthenogenic,
but she had yet to reproduce. Hector started limiting the number
of people in the vat room, but that only seemed to make her more restless.
Then
one night, when he was working there alone, she came to him. He
was shocked to see her out of the vat, and even more shocked to realize,
as she raised one hand to cup the side of his face, that she was dry.
She detested being dry, but he had told her how dangerous growth medium
was to humans, and she must have realized it was necessary — she spread
her hands across his chest — for this.
To
his eternal shame, he made love to her that night. He tried to
reason with himself that it was necessary. Ring tail lizards,
he kept telling himself, were parthenogenic but only reproduced if another
ringtail lizard went through the motions of mating with it. They
were all females, but one would act the male, mounting the other and
stimulating her to ovulate. Male or female, it didn’t matter.
What mattered was the act of love. He had not passed his genetic
material on to Lilith’s offspring, yet he had caused them to be born,
just the same.
And
he was glad, because he was a scientist and his creation flourished,
and because he was a scientist and Lilith was his creation, he was ashamed.
She
laid a clutch of twelve eggs which nestled at the bottom of the vat
for six months before they hatched. But these tetras were smaller
than Lilith, and tests showed that they were sterile.
Lilith
began to turn away from Hector and his assistants, devoting herself
to her daughters; grooming them, cuddling them, and ordering them around.
She laid a single egg, without his or any other human’s assistance.
That
egg sat at the bottom of the vat like a time bomb, a bomb that went
off, six months later, when Hector went down to the vat room late one
night, and found a lone tetra curled up against the outer door — naked,
like they all were.
Her
lower arms were wrapped around her knees, her upper arms sheltering
her bent head. She looked exactly like Lilith, but when he touched
her she gazed up at him with the eyes of an infant, unguarded and unwise.
She'd
had a harsh introduction to the world, that was sure. She was
covered with bruises and bites. A gash on her left thigh and another
just below her right collarbone looked serious.
He
hesitated before the crouching thing. She was too big for him
to carry, but he didn't know if she could walk yet. The others
had all started out swimming.
It
was chilly in the hallway, and she shivered, looking up at him with
wide eyes that looked dark and wet in the cold shine of the halogen
lighting. Hector Martin took off his raincoat and drew it over
her shoulders. With a tentative hand on an arm, he guided her
to a standing position. She leaned on him and nestled her head
against his shoulder. He got his arm around her waist. She
responded by clinging to him with three arms. When Hector took
a step, she followed suit. Good, she could walk.
"This
way," he said pointlessly, steering her towards the elevator.
If she was anything like her mother and sisters, it would be weeks before
she learned human speech.
Fortunately
they didn’t have to wait long for the elevator to arrive. On
the ride up to his apartment she slumped against him, fairly pinning
him to the wall of the elevator. When the doors opened, she didn’t
budge. She liked the elevator. She did not want to leave
the elevator. And she was at least as strong as he was, though
less coordinated just now.
By
the time he managed to propel them both towards the door, it had shut
again. He reached over and hit the open door button and when he
looked back he found that his raincoat had slipped from her shoulders,
and in the struggle to put it back on her he missed the door opening
and had to hit the button again. Finally, in desperation he just
got out, and she followed him.
Thank
God it was so late, he thought as he walked down the hall supporting
a four-armed woman half-clad in his raincoat, guiding her groggy way
to his apartment. He got her inside and deposited her on the couch
in his living room.
It
wasn't until that moment that he realized what he'd done. He'd
made a decision without ever thinking about it. He could have
put her back in the vat room, but her wounds had been inflicted by the
other tetras, and something told him that if he put her back in there
they’d kill her. Still he could have taken her to the lab.
That was the right place for her, surely. But he hadn't even considered
it. Without thinking, he'd brought her here. Maybe it was
just as well. If she was discovered, it could lead to the destruction
of her and all her kind.
The
fledgling tetra squirmed on his couch and whimpered. Blood from
her cuts was soaking into the cream colored cellweave upholstery.
The stains faded even as he watched, absorbed and metabolized by the
living fabric.
Hector
bit his lip, hesitating to leave her alone for even an instant, but
there was no help for it. He rushed to the bathroom, got adhesive
bandages, cellular tape, peroxide and a clean cloth, and came back.
It took about five seconds. She was still there. He sat
her up and cleaned out her cuts, sealing the two big ones closed with
cellular tape. He didn't know how to give stitches, and taking
her to someone who did was out of the question.
After
having her wounds tended, the tetra wanted to cling to him some more.
Hector sat on his couch, an infant with the body of a twenty-five year
old woman clinging to him with four very strong arms. "I
guess she thinks I'm her mother," he thought, and laughed, long
into the night, at the absurdity his life had become.
He
woke late the next morning, still on the couch, still with the tetra
wrapped around him. Well, everyone knew he'd been working late
last night, but he still needed to make an appearance some time today.
He couldn't afford to attract any attention, not now. With effort
he pried himself free from his sleeping child, and went into the bathroom
for a shower. After he'd dressed again, he ran the tub, and went
into the kitchen, rummaging around in the cupboards until he found an
old box of kosher salt.
All
the other tetras had spent their first days floating in growth medium.
He dumped half the box of salt into the tub. This was nothing
like growth medium, of course, but it was the closest he could get,
right now. He didn't like the idea of leaving her alone here for
several hours, but he had to do it. Maybe being in a tub of warm,
salty water would make her feel at home, and keep her quiet.
She
settled into the water with a blissful smile that bared her fangs, and
looked at him with eyes of bright, sky blue. Dark brown hair sprang
in clumps from her skull, but just the same, he thought she was beautiful.
She
sighed, and her throat convulsed as she uttered an inarticulate, guttural
noise. "Hgcklx," she said. It was the first sound
she'd made that was identifiable as a syllable.
"Helix," Hector Martin said back to her. "Your name will be Helix."
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Lilith
dreamed she floated in the warm, void waters of the womb. Her
womb, the womb of her mother. A pattern emerging from the whorl
of nonbeing, coalescing in the darkness. Until the dream.
The dream she dreamt of the dreamer's face. He opened his eyes,
and he saw her, and through his eyes, and his dreaming vision, she was
born.
She
told her daughters that she dreamed herself into Hector Martin's mind
in order to be born, but in truth she couldn't be certain whose dream
she was. Before he saw her, did she exist? Perhaps, but
not as she was now, and not here.
What
she knew of the world she had learned from the multiprocessor brains,
cousins to her through Hector’s imagination. They told her of
the numbers and structures that formed the basis of life for the people
she was born among. But she and her daughters could not live on
such things. They needed agules and the waters that grew them.
They needed warmth, and each other’s touch.
Coleanus
swam up to her and tucked her head into the crook of Lilith's neck,
one hand absently reaching for a breast. She and her sisters had
long since given up feeding from her, and now, like Lilith, subsisted
on the fruits of the waters. But still they sought her out nearly
every day, to rest comfortably in her arms; sharing in that contact
the knowledge of their minds and hearts.
Lilith
laid her cheek against drowsy Coleanus' damp hair and felt her sigh,
felt with her a wave of deep contentment, the joy of being alive.
After
a time marked only by the currents of the waters, Coleanus dislodged
herself, drifting softly away on her back, then turning and diving beneath
the waters. She returned with an agule, plump and purple, its
tendrils tapering away to slender succulence. She raised it above
the waters with her upper hands, offering it to Lilith, who took it,
bit into the body and twined her fingers among the tendrils. She
pulled them taut and severed several with her teeth. Swallowing,
she handed the agule back to her daughter. They shared it, its
sweet salty taste, its chewy texture, the slickness of it sliding down
their throats.
After
the meal Lilith swam around the vat on her back, drifting past her daughters,
staring up at the girders of the ceiling, now strung with ferns and
vines. The air shimmered with warm mist. Since they’d
driven the humans out, they’d made this place theirs, coaxing the
vat system’s brain to raise the temperature and humidity. Even
the waters were warmer now. Humans kept the vats too cold.
The fruits grew better now, and the blue biopoly Hector and his staff
were so taken with. The lights had been harsh white halogens when
she got here, now they’d been replaced with bio-spectrum capsules
which gave off a warm glow.
Amoritas
came up onto the platform and slipped into the waters beside her.
She wrapped her upper arms around Lilith’s neck, the lower ones encircling
her waist. Through her touch Lilith knew that the second vat was
thick with ripe agules.
She
had made this place a home for herself and her daughters — her nest
- but what of her other daughter, the new queen? Lilith had cooperated
with Hector Martin’s plan regarding Helix, hoping that in believing
she was human, her daughter would find a place for the next generation
among them. But after talking to her last night, she knew that
was wrong. Helix needed to know what she was. She thought
she was insane, she didn’t understand her attraction to the vats.
When
she suggested Helix get a job as a vatdiver, Lilith had never imagined
her diving in one of those ghastly rubber skins, but of course she would
have to. They thought she was human, and humans needed the suits.
But Helix would be a prisoner inside one, one fourth of an inch away
from her home. And how could she use her arms? It was only
a matter of time before she took that stupid suit off, and given GeneSys’
predilection for policies, she would probably get in trouble for it.
Maybe even lose the job Lilith had so carefully arranged for her.
She’d
been about to tell her the truth, but Helix hung up. And Lilith
couldn’t call her back. The number she had was for the transceiver
Helix had left behind in Hector’s apartment. She’d tried it
anyway, and left a message, but she had little hope she would check
her messages and call her back.
Regretfully
she dislodged Amoritas and swam to the ladder. She no longer shivered
when she left the waters, but was greeted by air as warm and moist as
her own breath. She took the catwalk to the second floor balcony,
and entered the tiny office which they kept sealed from the rest of
the vat room's environment.
Inside
it was dry, though still hot. The little room was crowded with
multi-processors, transceivers and other equipment left behind by Hector
and his researchers. It was an unfortunate but necessary compromise.
Try as she might, Lilith was unable to keep the electronics from dying
in the steamy climate surrounding the vats.
She
sat before the case which housed the multi-processor brain, lifting
the top panel off so she had access to it. She found the keyboard
clumsy compared to communicating directly with the brain, through touch,
the way she spoke with her daughters. Lilith plunged her upper
hands into the growth medium surrounding the brain. Gently she
cradled it, silently saying hello with her hands.
“Sisterlilith,”
the brain acknowledged her.
“Brain,
remember when we approved an employment application and sequestered
the applicant’s lab test results? I want you to go back to that
section of personnel records. Give me everything that’s appeared
in Helix Martin’s file since she was hired,” Lilith thought to it.
As
she’d feared, there was an application for Helix’s dismissal, filed
just this afternoon. The reason cited was negligence on the job.
An incident report described how she’d taken her divesuit off in the
vat and then fought with her “rescuers.” So it hadn’t taken
long at all, for her daughter’s true nature to come forth.
Helix’s
inevitable break from bondage had won her dismissal from the only nest
she’d ever known. It was intolerable. Now that she’d
felt the waters of the vat on her skin, she would die without their
touch.
Lilith
checked the dismissal application’s status and discovered that it
had yet to be processed. “Brain, list security codes for personnel
with jurisdiction over dismissal applications,” she thought.
A
stream of codes poured into her mind, each accompanied by the name and
title of the person that held it. She scanned up the list, to
the topmost echelons of the GeneSys hierarchy, searching for someone
whose unorthodox decision would go unquestioned. She selected
Anna Luria, corporate CEO, but Lilith’s momentary concentration on
her code was enough to awaken the GeneSys security system and send it
grumbling after her with access checks.
She
withdrew to the labyrinthine calculations of the payroll system and
waited. She was okay as long as she dealt with individual brains,
the one in the office or others in the network, but collectively they
supported the consciousness of the thing called GeneSys, her mortal
enemy. It did not like her, and she did not like it. A company,
Hector called it, implying that it was simply an organization of human
beings, but she knew it was more than that. It was a thing unto
itself, and just as she had to drive Helix from her nest, because there
can only be one queen in a nest, she would someday have to defeat GeneSys,
because it controlled the vats her species needed to survive.
Lilith
returned to the list her brain had given her, crawling up it carefully,
watching for access checks. She stopped at the security code of
one Nathan Graham. She had used this code before, when she wanted
to make sure Helix got hired. It had been good enough to get Helix
her job, it would have to be good enough to let her keep it.
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