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Ghosts from an Echanter Fleeing
Steven Piziks
Being a teenager is tough. Being a teenager necromancer is tougher.
Terrin yelped and shoved her fingers into her
mouth before her mother’s lightning-fast knuckles could strike again. The ghosts
surrounding the table rippled with silent laughter.
“And see that you stay out of them,” Mother
growled. “I won’t have Cook serve puffcakes to my guests with your fingerprints
all over them.”
“But Mother—” Terrin began.
“You can have something from Cook’s flop plate
if your stomach is growling,” Mother said. “And mind your dress.”
Turning toward the flop plate, Terrin caught
Cook trying not to laugh. She flushed and hurried out of the kitchen, towing
her three personal ghosts with her. How could
Mother? Scolding her in front of the help like she was a scullery maid and not
a full necromancer.
Well,
she amended to be fair, not a full
necromancer. Not until I’m seventeen. Two whole years!
Terrin sighed as she entered the dining room,
then ducked as a set of wine glasses whizzed past her head toward the long
serving table. One of Elise’s ghosts waved a meek apology and set the glasses
in a careful pattern on the table. Ectoplasm swirled about the room as other
ghosts arranged silverware, set up the buffet, and put fresh candles in the chandelier.
Elise stood in the center of it all, a frazzled look on her face.
“Elise,” Terrin said, and her sister turned
around. “Do watch what your ghosts are doing. That one almost smashed me in the
forehead.”
“Hmmp.” Elise blew a lock of brown hair off her
face and put her hands on her hips. “If you’re so frightened of flying glass,
Terrin, why don’t you make yourself useful and see if the grooms have got the
nightmare corral set up in the right place? It’s too bright out there for the
ghosts to give it a proper job.”
Terrin was about to object, then realized that
dealing with workers was something Elise would never have asked her to do a
year ago. So she nodded, caught up a pastry from the buffet, and dashed out the
door before Elise could protest.
Her ghosts faded into near-nothingness when
Terrin stepped outside, and they fled back into the mansion the moment she took
her mind off them. Terrin blinked reproachfully up at the clear sky and warm,
bright sun. She couldn’t understand why Mother insisted on starting her parties
before sundown. It was hard enough to get ghosts to do their bidding at night,
let alone during full daylight. Mother and Elise were two of the few
necromancers who could manage it. And Terrin, of course.
Maybe
Mother’s showing off, Terrin thought whimsically, taking a sweet bite of
sticky pastry. Then she paused. Was
Mother showing off? Was that the idea behind these parties? Terrin frowned—the
possibility disturbed her. Why would Mother have to show off?
A loud curse caught her attention and she
looked out across the lawn. Half a dozen grooms were gathered around and in the
temporary corral set up for Mother’s nightmares, a perfectly matched herd of
thirteen spotlessly black horses. Not even the Royal Family had such fine
horses, and Mother always put them out on display so her guests could admire
them.
Just inside the corral, one of the grooms was
hopping up and down on one foot like a character in a farce. The mares appeared
to be looking on with amused expressions, though they were just horses. Terrin
laughed as she gathered up her skirts and trotted toward them. At the last
moment she remembered herself and slowed to a more ladylike pace. Just before
she reached the corral, she realized she was completely alone with strangers,
these rough workmen. Terrin suddenly wished she hadn’t taken up the pastry, but
she couldn’t throw it away now. Instead she tried to put a severe expression on
her face and a brisk tone in her voice.
“Are . . . er, are you all right?” she asked
when she was close enough to speak.
The grooms saw her for the first time, and the
one who was hopping up and down stood stock still. Terrin was very aware of the
pastry in her hand.
“Yes, Lady,” said the man with wry grin. “One
of them just stepped on my foot, that’s all. I guess she doesn’t want to be
exercised.” He was a young man, with freckles on his nose and fair hair, quite
handsome despite his rough clothes and frayed straw hat. His smile instantly
put Terrin at ease. “What brings you out here, Lady?”
“I need to be certain everything is will be
ready for the party, of course,” Terrin replied.
The young man nodded. He had such attractive
blue eyes, nothing at all like the boys who would be arriving soon for Mother’s
party. Terrin would have to dance with them and their cold, flabby hands. The
thought made her shudder. Why couldn’t they be like this young man? He looked
so bright and free, like the sun.
“I believe it will be, Lady,” the young man
said.
“What?” Terrin blurted, startled out of her
train of thought.
“I said, everything will be done, Lady. We were
just getting ready to give this stubborn one a bit of exercise, and the
nightmares’ll be ready for your guests.”
“Oh. Right.” Terrin cleared her throat. “Very
good.”
“Thank you, Lady,” the young man said gravely,
then he smiled again and Terrin smiled back before she could stop herself.
Flushing, she turned and fled back to the house, pastry in hand. Behind her,
one of the grooms said something that caused the others to laugh and Terrin’s
blush deepened. They must be laughing at her! Part of her wanted to spin around
to confront them, but she told herself it would be more ladylike to ignore
them, pretend she hadn’t heard.
The moment she was back indoors, she tossed the
pastry away and ordered one of her personal ghosts to bring a damp towel for
her sticky fingers. As she wiped her hands, Terrin found herself marveling at
the casual way she ordered spirits around now. After Mother had killed her and
brought her back to life, marking her beginning as a necromancer, Terrin had
thought she would never get used to the swirling shapes and blobs that seemed
to permeate everything around her. Now she controlled them without a second
thought.
She shook her head in irritation. Enough
maundering—there were things to do.
Back in the dining room, Peter was laughing and
giggling up in the chandelier. Elise was nowhere to be seen.
“Peter!” she said in her best Big Sister voice.
“Come down from there immediately! You might hurt the chandelier.”
Peter looked down at her and made a face. “Elise
told this ghost to do whatever I wanted. I want to play with it up here.”
“You’re such a child,” Terrin said in
exasperation. “Come down right now or I’ll tell Mother.”
Peter made another face, but whispered
something to the ghost hovering nearby. It gently wrapped itself around Peter’s
body and carried him to the floor, though Terrin could see the effort tired the
ghost considerably. Its ectoplasm was frayed and drifting.
“Go rest,” Terrin told it, pushing at it with
her new-found power. “I’ll tell Elise it’s all right.”
The ghost nodded and vanished.
“I wanted to play some more!” Peter whined. “I’m
going to tell Mother what you did!”
“Do that,” Terrin said. “I’m sure she was some
work even an idiot six-year-old can do.”
Peter opened his mouth to reply to this outrage
but was interrupted when Elise burst into the dining room.
“Where’s Mother?” she demanded breathlessly. “One
of the grooms was just killed!”
Terrin gasped. “What? Where?”
“Outside at the corral,” Elise said, bustling
toward the kitchen. “One of the nightmares threw him and he broke his neck.”
Terrin lifted her skirts and rushed to the
front door. Outside, the sun was still shining, but there was a crowd gathered
around the corral. Terrin hovered uncertainly in the doorway, the warm
afternoon wind flowing over her. She wanted to go out see what was going on,
but it wouldn’t exactly do for a woman of her stature to rub elbows with a mob
of gawkers at a death scene. And she couldn’t send one of her ghosts out to
look around. Not in full daylight.
Then a horrible thought struck her. What if the
groom who died was her groom? The one
with all the darling freckles and tousled blond hair?
“Terrin!”
Terrin spun around, skirts swirling, and saw
her mother. “Mother! Which groom died?”
“Terrin,” Mother admonished. “That’s hardly a
ladylike question. The living servants will deal with it.”
“I suppose we shall have to cancel the party
now,” Terrin said, half to herself.
Mother raised her eyebrows. “Cancel? Certainly
not. Why on earth would we do something like that?”
“But Mother,” Terrin almost wailed. “Someone died.”
Mother took Terrin by the shoulder and steered
her toward the staircase. “Yes, and later we’ll bind his ghost. But for now,
you have to get dressed. The guests will be arriving soon and you have to help
me greet them. Go on, there’s a dear.”
Terrin slowly climbed the stairs to her room,
where her ghosts had already laid out her dress. With a quick mental call, she
summoned the spirits to her so they could help her out of her work dress and
into her party clothes. Hoops, petticoats, corsets, and skirts whirled madly
about the room to tighten, one by one, around Terrin’s body.
The nightmare had thrown her groom, Terrin was sure of it. And Mother was going ahead with
the party. She wanted to stamp her foot in frustration—it felt wrong.
Outside, the church bell began to toll. The
ghosts finished lacing her shoes as the tones echoed in the distance, and Terrin
looked at herself in the mirror. The yellow gown accented eyes and hair as
brown as her mother’s. The dress, a grown woman’s gown, was cut to show the
scar across her throat where Mother’s knife had spilled out her first life.
Terrin fingered the scar. Her first life. The
groom only had one. Why did she have two? Maybe she should just refuse to go to
the party. Maybe she should lock herself in her room and refuse to come out.
She shook her head. What kind of thinking was
that for a necromancer? If Mother wanted to go through with the party, Terrin
was not going to ruin it for her. Not after all that work. Slowly, in the most
ladylike manner she could muster, Terrin exited her room and descended the
staircase to the receiving hall, skirt swaying like a soft satin bell.
Downstairs, the first guests were beginning to arrive.
Most of the guests arrived by carriage, of
course—the sun wouldn’t set for almost two more hours—though each necromancer
made a point of sending his or her retinue away. When the party ended, they
would ride home on the wings of their captive spirits. Only two or three
arrived with an ectoplasmic escort instead of some kind of coach-and-four.
Terrin stood in her accustomed place next to Elise and Mother, smiling a
practiced smile and mouthing practiced greetings. Papery male lips pressed
Terrin’s hand. Rouged female lips kissed the air next to her cheek. After an
hour, Terrin’s smile had quite definitely become forced.
“Good evening, Lord Dareel. Yes, it is a lovely
day for a party. How is your new daughter? Lady Hollin, so good of you to come.
Yes, I’ll be sixteen. Aunt Drew! Mother said you weren’t able to come. I’m so
glad you could make it after all.”
Amazing,
she thought, accepting yet another hand kiss, that when I was little I couldn’t wait to be old enough to dress up and
attend grown-up parties. I had no idea they were so dreadfully boring.
The greetings dragged on. Women in rustling
silk gowns blurred with men in top hats until they were all one smear of color.
After the sun set, ghost upon ghost crowded the mansion, making it was
impossible to move without walking through them. Terrin’s stomach growled and
she was getting a headache from hunger.
Finally the last guest had arrived and Terrin
was able to wind her way through the crowd toward the buffet where she snatched
up the first thing that came to hand—a puffcake. She popped it into her mouth
and it instantly collapsed, leaving little more than a bit of sugar on her
tongue. Terrin was reaching for something more sustaining when a voice spoke at
her elbow.
“Would you care to dance, Terrin?”
Terrin turned. Romney Esterfield, Lord Dareel’s
son, was standing behind her. Terrin gave an inward sigh. Romney was fifteen,
her age, but he was pale and flabby like his father and he used too much scent
in his toilet water. Unfortunately, she could hardly refuse him a dance. She
was hostess here and, without a current fiancé, had no legitimate reason to say
no. Terrin nodded and allowed him to accompany her to the dance floor.
Romney was an uninspired dancer, despite the otherworldly
melody provided by Mother’s ghosts and their instruments. Romney knew the
steps, but he was so mechanical it was like dancing with man—boy—made of metal.
Cold, flabby metal. And his palms were sweaty. To take her mind off the dance,
Terrin found herself comparing Romney to the blond young groom. Romney was soft
where her groom was solid. Romney was pale with greasy black hair where her
groom was freckled and blond.
Romney was alive where her groom was dead.
Terrin stopped in mid-dance, pleading weakness
from hunger. Romney immediately offered to get her something, but Terrin
flouted protocol and ordered one of her ghosts to bring her a sandwich instead.
Then she slipped outside, away from the mansion and its claustrophobic whirl of
living and dead.
Outdoors, the early autumn evening was crisp
and refreshing. Terrin breathed deeply, then took a salty bite of ham sandwich
and stared reflectively down toward the village. The village was a mysterious
place. Because Mother had forbidden it, Terrin and Elise used to sneak down to
see what it was like. The people were so different. Their dress was different,
their speech was different, their food was different. It even smelled different—spicy
cooking mingled with spoiling milk and rotting garbage.
Down in the village, Terrin knew, the people
were having a different kind of party. They were watching over a corpse until
dawn came and a necromancer arrived to bind the ghost. Terrin had watched
Mother perform the process dozens of times. There was nothing wrong there—it
was the way the world worked. The lower classes served the upper ones in death
and in life, and divine providence decreed where one was born. Everyone knew
that. It was beyond anyone’s control.
Terrin dusted crumbs from her hands and
strained to see some kind of light in the distant village. There was none. Out
across the lawn by the corral, however, Terrin could just make out a group of
party-goers admiring the nightmares as the grooms put them through their paces
by lantern light. With a sigh, she plucked a sweet-smelling daffodil for her
hair and plunged back into the party.
At last, just before dawn, the wooden
merrymaking came to an end. Once again, Terrin stood with Mother and Elise to
bid guest after guest farewell. Lord Dareel, the final visitor, paused to make
inane small talk with Mother until the sun had risen and the birds were in full
voice. Terrin feigned great interest in what they were saying so she wouldn’t have
to talk to Romney, though he tried several times to catch her eye.
“Heavens, look at the sun,” Lord Dareel finally
said in false surprise. “I must be going. So good of you to invite me, Elaine.
Come, Romney.”
Without even a gesture, he summoned a dozen
ghosts. Gracefully, they lifted Romney and Lord Dareel into the air. Romney
waved once to Terrin, and they were gone.
“Showoff,” Elise muttered when they were out of
earshot. “Has to rub it in that he’s more powerful than we are. A dozen ghosts,
indeed. He didn’t need more than eight, even with Romney’s weight.”
Terrin remembered her earlier thought about
Mother showing off and frowned again. Was Mother flaunting her power by
starting her parties before sunset? And was that why Lord Dareel decided to show
off his own strength? It certainly seemed that way. The more Terrin thought
about it, the more she realized this kind of maneuvering had been going on all
her life, and she had never really noticed. It had always been there, taken for
granted.
So why was she thinking about it now?
“Well,” Mother said, dusting her hands
together, “I believe I shall leave the cleaning up until evening. I don’t feel
up to commanding it now. Not in full daylight.”
“Mother,” Terrin said, “what about the groom
that died?”
Mother gave a deep sigh and closed her eyes. “Oh,
bother. I don’t much feel up to a binding, either. And it can’t wait until
tonight. The ghost will be gone by then.”
“I meant,” Terrin said timorously, “that it
seems like we should do something. For the family, I mean. After all, we did
have this loud celebration directly after he died. They must think it in such
poor taste.”
“What does it matter what they think?” Elise
scoffed with a yawn. “They’re a lower class, Terrin. The poor man probably has
a dozen brothers to take his place.”
“Still,” Terrin persisted, “we should at least
do something.”
“Very well,” Mother said, exasperated. “If it
makes you feel better, take them a few pastries—I believe that is what one does
at common funerals, at any rate. You may as well bind his ghost while you’re
there. Do you think you can do it by yourself?”
Terrin stared. “Yes,” she said breathlessly. “Yes,
of course! I’ll be happy to, Mother.”
“Good.” Mother yawned. “I’m for bed. Let me
know what happens. And don’t dawdle.”
“No, Mother,” Terrin said, hurrying for buffet.
“I mean—yes, Mother.”
She caught up a basket and quickly loaded it
with puffcake. Then she almost ran out the door and flew over the dewy lawn,
feet scarcely touching the cool, wet grass.
Terrin could scarcely believe it. Mother saw
her as an adult! A full adult who could do bindings on her own. The basket was
weightless on her arm as she dashed down to the village. A small inner voice
spoke up to remind her that it might have been her groom that died, but she
pushed the thought away. He had never said that he was going to exercise the stubborn one, and there had been half
a dozen other grooms, perhaps more. The odds were very much against it. Her
groom was so alive, so bright and free. He couldn’t be dead. Perhaps she would
even see him.
Terrin stopped at the edge of the village. The
place had the same smells she remembered from childhood, but there were no
people in the streets. Terrin stood still for a moment, bemused. How in the
world was she supposed to find the dead man’s house? Then she spotted a knot of
people hovering outside one of the smaller cottages.
The people were talking quietly among
themselves but instantly fell silent when Terrin approached. She felt their
eyes upon her, but didn’t speak. Necromancers never spoke to the lower classes
during a binding unless absolutely necessary. Wordlessly, they parted for her,
shying away from her touch, and she stepped into the cottage, heart pounding.
There
were more people inside, crowding the front room. Their clothes were drab,
dull, and strewn with patches. The cottage was rank with the sour smell of too
many unwashed bodies packed close together. Terrin was painfully aware of her
bright yellow party gown. She glanced around the room, looking for her groom—he
would surely attend his friend’s funeral—but she didn’t see him.
The silence in the tiny, stuffy room was eerie,
but not unfamiliar. All eyes were on Terrin. For a moment, she found herself
wondering when Mother was going to start the binding, and it was with a small
jolt she remembered Mother wasn’t here. Terrin was the necromancer in
attendance, not Mother.
The body would be in the back of the room. Head
high, Terrin walked forward. The people quietly moved aside until Terrin could
see a table covered with a white cloth. The blond groom lay unmoving upon it.
Terrin’s knees went weak and she almost dropped
the basket. It was her groom who had died. His blue eyes were closed and his
freckles stood out on his pale skin. His golden hair was neatly combed, not
blown about by the wind. He was dead.
Automatically, Terrin’s gaze drifted toward the
ceiling above the corpse. The man’s ghost was there, still bound to his body by
a thin cord. In time, the cord would weaken and break, but for now he was tied
to this world. His handsome features were still sharp—he hadn’t yet forgotten
what he had looked like in life—and he was looking up at something Terrin
couldn’t see.
Terrin swallowed, feeling odd. All the ghosts
Mother had bound had been the spirits of older people. Young people weren’t
supposed to die.
Standing next to the table were two other
women. One was small, dark, and a little older than Terrin. The other had
prominent gray streaks in her blond hair and nets of wrinkles around her eyes.
Both women were pale and drawn. Neither of them could see the ghost. Only
Terrin could.
Terrin shifted her basket. The silence in the
room was oppressive, and Terrin felt like she should say something, break the
rule that necromancers never spoke at a binding unless absolutely necessary.
What would these people think of her? But a man had died yesterday afternoon,
and she had danced last night.
“Are you his mother?” Terrin said, extending
her basket to the older woman. “I’ve brought this.”
The woman started and took the basket by
reflex. People whispered in amazement and Terrin felt her face grow warm.
“I only thought I should,” she added quickly. “It
only seemed right.”
“Thank you, Lady,” the woman said, regaining
her composure. Her voice was strained. “And yes, I am—was—his mother. This is
his wife Doreen.”
Terrin blinked at the dark woman barely older
than herself. He was married? She hadn’t expected that. It made her feel... betrayed somehow. She pushed the feeling aside. That was
selfish.
“I’m sorry,” she said to them both. “What... what was his name?”
Doreen looked stricken. “Do you need it for the
binding, Lady?” she asked in a whisper.
Terrin shook her head. “I just wanted to know.”
“Foster. His name was Foster. And you’re going
to take him now, aren’t you?” Two spots of red colored Doreen’s cheeks and her
voice rose. “He died because of your damned party and now you’re going to take
his ghost!”
Doreen suddenly rushed at Terrin, but Foster’s
mother dropped the basket and caught her arm. Terrin backed away, too startled
to think or react. The visitors stared in astonishment. Several hurried out the
front door.
“You’re a monster!” Doreen was screaming. “A
monster!” She dissolved into sobs and another woman lead her away.
“I’m sorry, Lady,” Foster’s mother said
quietly, biting her lip. “She’s distressed. It hasn’t been easy for her.”
Terrin straightened. What would Mother do in
this situation? Get on with it, probably.
“No apologies are necessary,” Terrin said
briskly, trying to sound like Mother. “I suppose I should begin.”
Squaring her shoulders, she approached the
table and the room fell silent again. Near the ceiling, Foster’s spirit looked
down at her. His expression seemed anxious. Terrin shook her head. The dead
didn’t have feelings. Everyone knew that.
She reached out with one hand and grasped the
cord as Mother always did. It thrummed beneath her fingers and Foster’s ghost
contorted.
Terrin started to draw Foster’s ghost toward
her, but Doreen’s scream kept echoing through her head. It was followed by the
memory of Foster’s ready smile—the one that had put her at ease. The ghost
connected to this cord had been a person,
a person with a wife and family and friends. What right did she have to bind
his ghost? Who gave her that right?
It’s my
right by birth, she told herself. The
dead serve the living, and the inferior classes are born to serve. It’s the way
it has to be.
Then she paused. How did she know this? Who had
told her? She tried to remember if Mother or Elise had actually said where
those ideas came from, or if she could pinpoint the time she had decided to
accept this attitude. Nothing came to her. The concepts had simply always been
there, like the way Mother flaunted her power and showed off her nightmares.
Terrin’s glance fell on the basket, a basket
filled with leftover puffcake. It wasn’t fair that Foster had died. But she
could make it fair. She could bring Foster back, just like Mother had brought
Terrin back. Foster’s body had suffered little overall damage, and his spirit
would automatically heal that damage—if Terrin pulled it back. He would be a
necromancer, of course. Having been in the spirit world would allow him to
control it.
She shook her head in annoyance. How could she
consider such a thing? Mother would have a fit, along with every other
necromancer in the district, and Terrin’s family would be permanently disgraced
for creating a necromancer from the lower classes.
Terrin stood in the stuffy room, cord in hand,
torn between the two options. She glanced up at Foster’s ghost. He was trying
to float higher. And suddenly she knew what to do. Quickly, before she lost her
nerve, she grasped the cord in both hands and, with one swift movement, snapped
it in two. Foster looked down at her with a surprised look on his face. Then
his expression shifted into gratitude. Terrin smiled at him and released the
cord. Foster smiled his easy smile at her, waved once, and vanished.
Exhaustion washed over Terrin and she steadied
herself against the table. The body was just a body now. He wasn’t her groom.
He never had been.
“It’s finished,” she said to Foster’s mother. “I’ll
be going now.”
“Yes, Lady,” she said, bowing her head, but not
before Terrin saw the tears. Terrin put a hand on her shoulder, and the woman
looked up in surprise.
“I didn’t bind him,” Terrin said. “I let him
go. Please tell Doreen.”
Foster’s mother and the few remaining visitors
stared open-mouthed for a moment, then quickly parted to let her through. As
she passed toward the door, she heard a strange sound. A man in the back was
clapping his hands. After a moment, someone else joined in. Then another and
another, until the clapping grew like drops of water swelling into a rainstorm.
Terrin stared about, confused, until she realized they were applauding. She
flushed, uncertain what to do. Then she remembered the basket and decided to
leave it, forgotten in the corner. After a moment, Terrin headed for the door.
The applause continued, crackling in the stuffy house.
“Thank you, Lady,” Foster’s mother called over
the noise. Tears were streaming down her face, but she didn’t seem to notice. “Thank
you.”
With a nod, Terrin left the house, grateful for
the cool, fresh air outside. She walked slowly back to the mansion, feeling
very strange and trying to decide she would tell her Mother.
Copyright © 2000 Steven Piziks
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