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While writing the retrievers series, I started taking notes on PB’s backstory as it was revealed, trying to better understand him. Between Burning Bridges and Free Fall, I needed a better understanding of who he is and why he became Wren Valere’s sidekick came to me, and so I started writing this story..
Portions of “Inferno” appear in Blood From Stone, which will be published by Luna in May 2009.
The events of this story take place prior to Staying Dead.
"Breathe. Breathe, damn you!"
The pile of fur on the wooden table lay
still, inanimate.
"Damn." A world of frustration in that one word,
frustration, and anger directed both outward, and in. The temptation was too great for the third
figure in the room.
"This would be a bad time to say I
told you so?"
"Yes."
"I shall refrain, then."
There might have been a faint smile on his
face. Or perhaps not. "You are a pestilence and a
plague."
"As you say, master."
The man shook his head, reaching down and drawing
a sheet over the motionless form.
"We'll try again tomorrow. Ensure that the blood is fresh, this time."
The other speaker looked down at the dark splatters
on the leather apron wrapped around his squat body. "Yes, master."
P.B. had woken that afternoon in a foul mood, the sheet
tangled around his legs and his thick white fur damp with sweat. Restless dreams he didn’t want to remember
mixed with the sound of jackhammers hard at work on the sidewalk outside his
one-room basement apartment. The whites
of his eyes were scratchy from exhaustion, and his claws ached from a lack of
calcium in his diet. Only the fact that
he had two jobs pending and no payment due on either one until he was done got
him to consider moving at all. Life in
the big city cost big bucks, even living in a dive like this one. Time to get up and at ‘em.
The
demon dragged himself out of bed and went to rummage in the pantry for
something still edible. Nothing
appealed. A note tacked to the empty,
non-working fridge reminded him that he had a third job that evening.
“And the excitement just never ends, does it?” His voice was harsh, raspy, and
self-disgusted.
He poured
a cup of cold coffee out of the coffee maker, and washed it down with a
pumpernickel bagel, tearing chunks out of it with determined bites. A little dry, but not bad. He really needed to go food shopping at some
point. Or stop by Valere’s and mooch off
her. But for now, the work. Or what he would be able to accomplish,
seeing as how one client had been avoiding him, and the other didn’t seem to
know his elbow from his teakettle when it came to binding contracts...
Humans. Bah.
Grabbing
his grey trench coat and snappy-brimmed hat from the coat tree by the door,
P.B. slipped his sunglasses out of the pocket, adjusted the arms so that they
would stay up on his decidedly not-designed-for-sunglasses nose, and went out
the door into the afternoon sunlight to see a man about a package.
Despite his lack of optimism, the afternoon had been
surprisingly productive, closing out a week of frustration on a much better note. Having a check for the remainder of one job
in the pocket of his trench helped, too..
P.B. supposed that was what was making him so uncharacteristically
mellow when he arrived to take on his third and last job of the day.
"Tell
us a story!"
The
demon settled himself more comfortably against the tree he was leaning against,
overcoat folded underneath him to make a rough sort of padded seat, and snorted,
his flat black nose perfectly designed to make that noise. "Why should I?"
"Because
if you don't, we won't settle down and go to bed. And mom'll be pissed if we're still awake
when she gets back." The speaker
had a squeaky, self-confident voice, too confident for something that weighed
about as much as one of his toes.
"Jailhouse
lawyer." P.B. grumbled with no
discernable affection, and the speaker giggled, despite not knowing exactly
what the term meant. He shifted a little
further, allowing the seven piskie pups he was minding to rearrange themselves
comfortably around him, their tiny wings catching in his fur and tugging free,
more durable than they looked. "All
right. "What do you little monsters
want to hear this time?"
The
eldest, who had been acting as speaker for her siblings, rested her fuzzy red
head against his arm. "Tell us about the first demons. Tell us about your people."
There were low lights around the lab, illuminating
glass beakers and tubing, strange metal objects. Ivory-white long bones hung from wooden beams.
Acid-washed lumps of cartilage and
stoppered jars of gray marrow rested on shelves along the wall.
A figure moved out of the shadows and stood
by the table. Its length matched the
height of his shoulder, the wood dark and polished by years of use. Years of blood and flesh soaked into its
grain. "I'm sorry, little
brother. I told him it was a bad idea,
but he's not one for listening on a good day."
"Hurts.” A whisper, vocal chords relearning their use
in this new, uncomfortable form.
"I know." One hand reached down to touch the prone form,
black, hooked claws fully extended, like a dog’s. "It will all be over soon." One way or another. They either lived, and went off where master
sent them... or they found release in death.
"Didn't want this." Its claws were sheathed under thick skinned
pads, attached to over-muscled arms now resting limply on the table, held down
by wide leather straps and buckles. Like, and unalike, the method of birth was
still the same.
"Nobody ever asks us, little brother.” Irony, there.
He had many brothers. And no
brotherhood at all. “We don’t have a
choice."
"They're
asleep?"
Unlike
the pups, momma piskie had no charms, winsome or otherwise. Wraith-thin, famine-thin, with pointed ears
and a mane of dry red hair running down to her tissue-leather wings, her
triangle-shaped face reminded P.B. of a documentary he'd seen once on cobras,
and the lidless stare of her sky-blue eyes merely reinforced that. But what she lacked in physical appeal she
more than made up for in sheer stubborn doggedness -- one of the reasons why
piskies had not only survived in the big bad city, but thrived enough to
qualify as one of the major communities living in the greenspace of Central
Park.
“After
four stories, a pint of ice cream – you owe me seven-forty – and at least one
threat of demonic violence on their still-tender bodies, yeah. Sleeping like the innocents they aren’t.”
Einnie
laughed, the sound like wind on cold water, and settled on the park bench next
to him. “Thank you again for taking them
on such short notice. Nobody else will
watch them, any more.”
“I
can’t imagine why.” His tenor growl was
dry. Of all the members of the cosa nostradamus, the supernatural
world, piskies were the worst: annoying, unaesthetic pranksters with no sense
of personal boundaries and no concept of loyalty to anything other than their
pups, and even then only until they were out of the nest. That said, they could take a prank as well as
play one. That covered a multitude of
sins, in his personal ledger. And they
seemed to like him, with the same sort of casual affection he could give them. It was a fair balance.
“They’re
handfuls, all right,” Einnie said in acknowledgement. Understatement of the year. “But they adore you. Gods only know why.”
“You don’t think I’m
adorable?”
Einnie gave him a thorough up-and-down, the morning
sunlight making them both squint.
Piskies were nocturnal by nature, P.B. a night owl by choice and
circumstance. “I think you need to take
yourself home and give yourself a thorough brushing-out.” She reached over and snagged three tiny pine
cones from a rough matting of hair. “You
look like hell, P.B.”
“Always the charmer.
Go sleep with your offspring, you miserable creature, you.”
Einnie dug her thin claws into the matting, holding him
in place when he would have moved away, and combed it out with surprising
gentleness.
“You’re
a good friend. Thank you.”
"What are we?"
"We are nothing.” His own voice, flat
and factual. “Always remember
that."
Two
days later, the memory of her words still puzzled him. He could count on his four-fingered paw the
number of times someone had called him friend, much less a good friend. It wasn’t deserved – if there was one thing
he had perfected over the years, it was a merciless self-evaluation – but he
supposed that her standards weren’t all that high to begin with, being a piskie.
“Hey,
short stuff, move it!” He barely had
time to sidestep before the cyclist was past him, blithely ignoring the bike
lane set aside for him in order to put his lycra-clad body in the way of
innocent pedestrians and baby-carriage-pushing nannies. It was
only April, but the winter had been a long one, and just the hint of warmth in
the sunlight caused humans to flock to the greenspace, spreading blankets and
baring occasionally unfortunate amounts of skin.
P.B. took
one look at the sea of bodies and skirted around them, not wanting to deal with
any more people today than he had to in order to finish off the job. He knew some humans on a social basis, but
they were Talents, magic-users. They
could see beyond white fur, black claws, eyes that were cat-slitted and the
color of dried blood. He had no such
faith in these human Nulls to do other than scream and point. Or point weapons. Idiot humans.
Not
that the Talents were any better, overall.
Humans were all annoying creatures.
“Morning,
master fatae.”
P.B.
barely had time to nod in response to the greeting before the teenager was past
him, dodging around him and speeding down the track on bright yellow
rollerblades, the magic-energy humans called current snapping around him with
the energy only the very young have. In
his wake, people smiled and raised their faces again to the sunlight, infected
with his joyous celebration
All
right, he admitted, letting the Talent’s energy reach him as well, he was being
particularly cranky this morning. Babysitting
the piskie pups while Einnie was out hunting had left him uneasy, somehow, in a
way he’d not been able to shake. No
reason for it – but being a demon meant
that you learned to listen to your instincts.
It was how you survived.
So why
this unease? Don’t be a moron, old man. Think it through. When did the unease begin? Not just this morning – you just finally had
enough food in your stomach to think about it today, is all. When did the need for babysitting begin?
The
short, plush fur on his face wrinkled like a shar-pei’s as he thought. Six, no ten months ago. He had just finished a job for Valere, the
one where her partner almost spit blood on the cop and that storefront window
got shattered, but before he did the courier gig from Chicago to Miami for
the Council.
Why? And why him?
All right, that was easy enough to answer – the piskies wanted someone
not a piskie, someone who would be enough of a sucker to put up with their
impossible offspring. In a word,
him. Not that he had any objection to
doing a favor now and again – favors were as valuable as currency, in the Cosa Nostradamus — but that fact itself weighed against so
many favors being given out. Imbalance
bothered him. Owing bothered him. Being owed bothered him more.
And why
did they need to go outside their own community? Would another piskie even be willing to watch
the pups? Piskie males were flighty
things, even with their own offspring.
Piskie mommas needed to hunt for their own broods. Unmated piskies... P.B. realized that he
didn’t know any unmated piskies. Had
never thought of it, before.
So why
were the mommas so worried about their nests being unprotected at night while
they hunted? What had happened ten
months ago, to cause that worry? While someone
with a grudge over a prank might go after an adult, pups were considered
off-limits in just about every case.
There weren’t enough fatae that they could afford to let their children
become pawns in any kind of fatal arguments.
The
only thing that would really be a danger to a pup would be a feral dog, or some
other four-legged predator, and even a newling piskie pup could outwit an
animal. No need to bring him into it.
P.B.
shrugged the question – and his unease – off.
Not his problem. Reaching into his overcoat pocket to make sure the cash
was still there – his kind of job didn’t
take personal checks or credit cards – he calculated how much time he had to
finish this gig and still get to the bank.
He had meant to make the deposit yesterday, but then things got busy,
and he preferred to use the ATM when nobody else was around. It wasn’t the risk of being seen – he walked
through Times Square on
Wednesday matinee afternoons and nobody even blinked – but too many of the damn
machines were above his head, so he had to climb up on the machine in order to
use it. Humiliating.
In the
meanwhile, there was a handoff to be made.
And he’d earned a treat, for jobs well-done.
“Double scoop of pistachio, please,” he said
to the clerk behind the ice cream cart.
The human blinked at him, but whether it was from the sight of a
four-foot tall figure wearing a trench coat and slouch hat, or the fact of
someone asking for ice cream this early in the morning, or if it was the
white-furred paw that handed him the money, P.B. didn’t know.
He used
to be self-conscious about going out among humans. That wore off long ago.
“Thanks.”
”No problem, man. Enjoy.”
He was,
to paraphrase Lord of the Rings, no
man. But the ice cream still tasted
good. So did the fact that he had been
able to move the envelope from his other hand into the side panel of the ice
cream cart without the human noticing.
Moving
away with a casual slow walk, a shadow caught the corner of his gaze, and he
made as though to adjust his hat, keeping his gaze carefully averted. He did not want to know who was making the
pickup. That wasn’t his concern: he was
just the courier.
Maybe
his unease had nothing at all to do with the piskies themselves, and more to do
with the stories they asked for. He had
no shortage of stories: the Cosa Nostradamus
had more than its share of characters, from the snoots-in-the-air angels to the
sea creatures no land-dwelling piskie would ever encounter except
second-hand. If nothing else, he could
tell the wee bits about humans, the non-fatae strangers they saw only as
shadowy figures passing beyond their nest.
But for some reason the eldest had become fascinated by him, by his
kind. He was the only demon in Manhattan right
now; as far as he knew, perhaps the only one on the East Coast. They were few and far between, and not prone
to socializing with each other. Too many
memories, and none of them good.
Taking
his ice cream, he followed his whim and wandered off the main path, weaving his
way around the youngsters playing some sort of game with chalk and sticks.
Of all
the things in the world he never understood, it was the concept of play. No matter how often someone tried to explain
it to him, they might as well have been speaking in a foreign tongue. But others seemed to enjoy it; need it, even.
Fun, he
understood that. He could and did have
fun. But sheer physical release for no
purpose other than to laugh...
Valere
tried to explain it once. Lots of
chemistry and biology and brain stem stimulation. He’d nodded, and listened, and kept his
thoughts to himself.
He
wasn’t human. He wasn’t truly
fatae. He was demon.
And
none of his earlier thoughts explained why he had woken up every morning this past
month with nightmares echoing in his head.
“Good
morning, demon.”
P.B.
looked up and grinned without humor, showing an array of sharp-edged
teeth. He had molars better suited for
grinding and crunching, but they were set back, away from the tearing and
rending tools. An intentional design,
for fearsome first impressions. The
small, gray-tailed creature sitting on the tree limb above him didn’t seem at
all fazed by it.
“Good
morning, you mindless little meatball.”
The
creature merely grinned back at him, nonplussed by the insult. Even if P.B. had been in the mood to chase up
a tree for such a small mouthful, it would outrun him faster than thought. Easier to order a pizza. Safer, too.
You tried not to eat a fellow Cosa
member. Terribly bad manners.
“You’ve
not been to a Gather recently,” it accused him.
“Been
busy.” Pizza cost money, unless you were
willing to mug the delivery guy. P.B. was law-abiding, within reason. So if he wanted to eat, he had to work. He was, as he had just so deftly proved, a damn
good courier – objects or information, carried safely from one place to
another. A lot of demon did that, the
ones who didn’t go in for bodyguard stints.
He wasn’t much for violence, so that career path was out, but he was no
slouch either. He also had excellent
vision and a better memory, so the person who robbed him did so at their peril.
His
memory was his real asset, though, even more than claws or muscle. Couriering paid well, but not so well as his
secondary career – gossip. He made a
habit to learn who and how and where and why, for as wide a range of questions
possible. It might not seem important at
the time, but you never knew what someone might be interested in. So the past few weeks he’d been spending with
his ear to the ground in and around some of the less reputable places where
gossip hung out, hearing what there was to hear. But, from the way the creature was still
grinning down at him, he might have missed a bigger story. Something someone might be willing to pay
real greenbacks for.
“All
right, pleasantries out of the way. Spill.”
“Spill
what?”
Innocent
eyelash fluttering worked better when you didn’t look like the misbegotten
offspring of a squirrel and a squid. And
had actual eyelashes to flutter.
“Okay,
if you don’t have anything of interest, I’ll be on my way, then.”
The
fatae leapt from one branch to another with annoying grace, keeping pace with
the demon as he walked along the shaded path.
It took all of seven paces – P.B. was counting – before it let out a
heavy sigh.
“You’re
no fun any more. Spending too much time
with humans.”
“They’re
where the money is. Spill.”
“You’ll
share?”
“Have I
ever not?”
“Anchovies,
this time. I like anchovies.”
P.B.
kept from shuddering, merely nodding gravely and making a complicated gesture
with the claws of his left hand. “With
anchovies, just for you.”
“There’s something hunting piskies.”
P.B.
stumbled on a non-existent tree root, catching himself awkwardly before he
fell. His form, which a human had once not-unkindly
described as an ape crossed with a polar bear, was not made for graceful.
“Einnie
didn’t say anything to me about it.”
Like the thought had never occurred to him, like he’d not been judiciously
contemplating exactly that possibility.
Like he hadn’t thought about breaking protocol and asking Einnie,
flat-out, if something – someone – was bothering her. He would never have done it... but he had
thought about it.
The
creature shrugged, tossing an acorn in the air and catching it in its
impossible wide-opening mouth with a loud crunch. “Maybes they don’t know? Maybes they know and don’t tell demon.”
That was possible.
Being known as a seller of information meant that you had to ferret it
out; people didn’t just hand stuff over if they didn’t want it on the market.
Although P.B. would think that having something hunting you would be something
you’d want known, so others could keep an eye out…
“Why
are you telling me, then?” If the
piskies didn’t want to share, who was he to insist? Protocol was there for a reason. Nobody wanted another species up in their business,
Cosa or no.
The
creature pointed one tiny clawed finger at him.
“Piskies are being foolish.
Clannish. What hunts them, it may not stop there. You walk all worlds. You talk, listen, hear. Are listened to, on occasion. If this is more than piskie-hunting, you
will know.”
“And do what?”
“Stop
it.”
“Yeah,
right. Look, I don’t –“
P.B.
stopped mid-scoff. The branch above him
was empty.
“Well. Damn.”
There was a way to gather gossip, and a way to do
research. They might look the same, to
casual observers, but one was much harder than the other. Gossip, everyone wanted to share. Information?
Not so much. It took P.B. three days – three days he should have been
scouting out real work, paying work – to discover that there wasn’t anything to
discover.
He wasn’t even sure why he was bothering. Cosa
was Cosa, sure. In theory, all fatae were united. Practical application had always been a lot
shakier. And there wasn’t anything in
this for him, far as he could see.
“You sure you don’t know anything?”
The angel gave him the most supercilious eyeballing
imaginable, one delicate brow climbing all the way back into its slicked-back
blonde hair. Wasn’t an angeli existing
that didn’t think its sweat didn’t stink... and that all that stink had washed
down into demonkind. “I know many
things. None of which I would share with
you.”
Right. Like that
was a surprise.
A real detective, now, would slip a reluctant snitch a
twenty, or do something to ensure future info would be sweet. He wasn’t a real detective. He wasn’t even a faux one. And he knew no matter how many twenties he
folded into anyone’s palm, that was all they were going to give him; nothing.
It was time to go back to basics.
“A piskie? I should care about them, why?” Andolf made a rude noise, particularly
spluttery through his sucker-like mouth, and P.B. thought about just stomping
the shizida – a narrow, snake-like creature from the deserts of the Middle
East – flat under his foot. It wouldn’t even take much effort, because
the thing was as dry and fragile-looking as the ecosystem it came from.
And the
thought was as good as the deed, his clawed foot lashing out and knocking the
foot-long fatae onto its back, three black claws almost but not quite
puncturing the unpleasantly oily skin of its stomach.
“Hey,
ow!” The shizida was a new immigrant to
the city; P.B. didn’t think much of its survival chances if it caved this quick
under a little physical coercion. “Why me?
Do I have sign, stomp on me like worm?”
“Only because you look like one.” P.B. could produce the elocution of an Oxford don,
when he chose to, but the inflection of a Brooklyn
slugger always seemed to produce better results. “Come on, Andolf, ya wuss.
I’d say show a little backbone, but you don’t got one, do you? If I step a little harder on you, you’ll just
go squoosh, won’t you?”
“Bite me, demon.”
P.B.
hated that, the way other fatae made his breed into some kind of title, and not
one of respect, either. He’d been
hearing too much of it lately. Time to
make it pay for him. Widening his eyes
and opening his mouth slightly, the demon allowed the streetlamp overhead to
catch the glint of his sharpened teeth and blood-red eyes. “You wouldn’t even make me an after dinner
mint.”
“Ow! Look, demon. If
I knew anything I’d tell you. Just get
offa my neck!”
Stretched
out on its back, seven tiny arms waved madly, the seventh, in the middle of its
thorax, paused long enough to make a rude gesture, while the seven legs kicked
helplessly. The main defense of the
shizida was a noxious fume that was reputed to strip the gloss off chrome. P.B.’s
leathery black nose wrinkled in anticipation, but the assault didn’t
come.
Interesting. It didn’t want to piss him off. Which meant ...something. Or nothing.
Damn it, he couriered information, he didn’t interpret it. All he knew was that the fatae was lying to
him. About something.
But one
thing the demon did know was that when everyone was singing the same song –
don’t know a thing, can’t tell you a thing – the lie usually hid a truth,
somewhere. P.B. didn’t believe in
conspiracies. Too few people, fatae or
otherwise, were capable of holding a secret that long.
“Talk to me,” he suggested, trying for a more
reasonable tone, letting his lips cover his teeth again. “Or I might – oops, y’know, do that
squoosh. Just ‘cause I don’t know my own
weight.” He was pretty sure he wasn’t
going to put any more weight on the thing’s belly. Pretty sure.
Not positive. And if he didn’t
know, himself...
“Come
on, you little fishhook bait. Talk to
me.”
“Don’t. Know.
Nuthin’.” But Andolf’s voice
shook in fear far in excess of maybe getting his innards rearranged, and
something an occasional employer had said to P.B. once resurfaced in his
memory: it’s not when they’re telling
you something dire that you should be nervous.
It’s when they won’t tell you anything.
The
Park at night was a scary place, even for a demon. Cop cars made random patrols, their
headlights cutting through underbrush, sweeping the tree line, but never
penetrating very far. Not even drug
dealers came this far into the park, not this late at night. They weren’t scared; merely cautious. Things happened to people who wandered alone
in this part of Central Park. Things that never made the evening news.
“Hoogaboo—“
P.B.
turned and snarled at the goblin, who turned an interesting shade of puce and
fled back into the underbrush.
“Yep, I
still got it,” he said in satisfaction, mock-polishing his claws against his
fur and walking deeper into the brush.
His white fur glimmered even in the moonless dark, faintly luminescent
at the tips of each strand. The overcoat
had been left at home tonight, as had the hat.
Overhead,
he could hear the faint chitter of the occasional squad of bats, or a solitary
piskie, hunting in their wake.
Underfoot, the soft whisper of grass, or the crunchier snap of twigs. And that was it. Contrary to popular belief, most of the fatae
were daytime-dwellers, going about their 9-5, shoving for a seat on the subway,
and standing in line at the coffee place, bitching about whoever was mayor at
that particular moment. Every
law-abiding fatae, and most of the ones that weren’t, were in whatever passed
for their bed right now.
Or, if
they were sanitation workers, getting up and going on their rounds. He’d been told once that their union was almost
60% fatae, but nobody had ever paid him to verify it.
Why he
wasn’t in bed as well was something he’d given up trying to understand.
“Screw
this for a rotten lark,” he said, finally, after an hour of patrolling the
underbrush had netted him nothing beyond a lot of twigs in his fur. P.B.
could see quite well in the darkness, but he had been up and working for almost
24 hours now, and supernatural creature or no, his feet were beginning to get
tired. So were his knees, his shoulders,
his back, his...
“Right. Fine.”
He spotted a rock set into a small hillock that could double as a seat
for a large child – or a demon of average height. And it glimmered like dirty marble, so he
would blend into it, to the casual observer.
As good
a place as any to watch the area from, he figured. And try to figure out why he was doing this
in the first damned place.
“Why?”
They all asked that. Once. Maybe twice.
Never a third time.
“Because he is curious. Because he can.” The only answer there was to give.
“You call him master.” Accusing.
Hurt. Disbelieving.
“He made us. We owe him our breath.”
“We owe him nothing!”
“Hrmmm?” P.B. opened his eyes even as he was
questioning what had woken him, coming to awareness the way his kind always
woke; quickly, silently, and assuming the worst.
It was
almost dawn, the faintest grey-pink touching the sky overhead. Something moved, off to his left. And behind, no, over him, on top of the rock
he had fallen asleep on. His muscles
tensed, but other than a faint flexing of his paw-claws, he didn’t move.
“cheeeechachachcha...”
A
piskie, finishing up her night’s hunting.
And pleased about it. That was in
the coming-closer distance. Overhead...
“You
take the left quarter, Dobson’s on rear.
Set?”
“Yeah. No worries, this winged bitch won’t get past
us.”
P.B.’s
nose twitched, taking in the flavor of the air wafting downwind from them. Humans.
Not Cosa – they didn’t have
that extra tang, like buttermilk, that marked a magic-user from a Null.
“Stinking
animals. Disgusting things.”
“We’ll
take care of them. First this one, then
its nest. A good night’s work.”
Nulls,
talking like they knew about piskies.
Were planning to harm piskies.
Was this what had been hunting them?
Humans? Nulls?
Unlike
most of the fatae, P.B. had never discounted Nulls simply because they had no
magic. Lack of Talent did not make a
human harmless.
Hate-mongers. Vigilantes.
Oh, he knew about those: from his earliest days, he knew about those who
hate. But piskies? Annoying but hardly offensive, unless you’ve
annoyed them, and even then you mostly have to look out for the rude practical
joke. They can’t afford to be
aggressive; their claws are too soft, their wings too weak, their bodies –
Too
easy to damage.
Easy
targets. Not human, no magic, no real
defenses other than their wits. Exactly
the kind of target cowards like the humans over him would look for. Something to make them feel like tough
hunters, mighty monster-killers, Big Bigots on Campus.
And
P.B. had a sudden flash of understanding.
It
wasn’t that none of the fatae he questioned didn’t know. It was that nobody wanted to know.
The Cosa Nostradamus thought that by looking away, it wouldn’t
happen to them. As though these
hatemongers – fataephobics – weren’t just getting warmed up.
The
fatae in this city were shit out of luck.
And any human Talent who stopped to help them, likewise.
P.B. has
been there before. Holland, the
land of his birthing. Transvaal. Armenia. Germany. He was older than he looked, and his memories
carried the weight of all those years, the past decades in America doing
little to lighten them. All he had done
was shove them down, under the skin and into the bone.
His
bones ached, now.
Master, why your kind must destroy as well
as create...
What he
should do is go back to his apartment, throw whatever he couldn’t live without
into a bag, and head for the city limits.
And then keep going. Somewhere
there weren’t many fatae. Weren’t any
fatae.
He owed
them nothing. They cared nothing for
him, had never done anything for him.
He
owned no-one anything.
Blood.
So much blood. Who would have
thought the old man – stop Don’t
think. Don’t hear echoes of anything any
more. This is not a place of
civilization. This is Hell
Hide.
Down. Cover. Branches over his head. Mud on his fur.
“Over hier! Zij zijn over hier!!”
Feet, pounding. The weight of humans, carrying guns, the
blades once sharp and glinting fixed at the ends.
“Master!
Master we must go!”
“We go nowhere. This is my home. My work.
Stand at the door, and let no one pass.”
“Master!
I will not die for you!”
Silence.
Blood.
Blood everywhere. His fur, his
eyes.
Blood on his claws
And the soldiers go past him,
hunting other prey.
This
thing, this hatred. It always starts
with the weakest.
The
demon’s eyes glittered red in the pre-dawn light. This was nothing to do with him, nothing he
could do anything about. He was a
courier, a go-between. A neutral party.
But,
unlike some, his claws were hardened, and his teeth were sharp.
And he
was, he decided, so very tired of sitting out the fight.
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