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Dame a la Licorne
Judith Tarr
Peter Beagle asked me to write a story about unicorns. Naturally it turned out to be science fiction.
I
They turned off the rain at dawn that day.
By early feeding the sun was on, the filters at their most
transparent, and the sky so blue it hurt. The grass was all washed clean, new
spring green.
Some of the broodmares had taken advantage of the wet to have
a good, solid roll in their pasture. Old Novinha, pure white when she was
clean, had a map of Africa on her side, and a green haunch. She was oblivious
to it, watching with interest as the stallions came out for their morning
exercise.
Novinha was thinking about coming into season. Some of the
other mares were more than thinking about it. They paced the fence as the stallions
danced past, flagging their tails and squealing at any who so much as flicked
an ear.
The stallions knew better than to be presumptuous. Young
Rahman snorted and skittered, but his rider brought him lightly back in hand.
The others arched their necks, that was all, and put on a bit of prance for the
ladies. Because they were dancers and this was Dancer’s Rest, they pranced with
art and grace, a shimmer of white manes and white necks and here and there a
black or a bay or a chestnut.
There were horses already in the training rings, the great
ones, the masters of the art that the others were still learning. They had gone
through the steps of the dance, and for duty and reward were dancing in the
air: levade, courbette, capriole; croupade and passade and ballotade. The names
were as archaic and beautiful as the dance.
o0o
Marina should have been riding one of the young stallions,
dappled silver Pluto Amena or coal-black Doloroso or fierce blood-bay Rahman
who was fretting and tossing his head under Cousin Tomas’ hand. Tomas had less
patience than Rahman liked, and stronger hands.
But Marina was up on the hill beyond the broodmares’
pasture, where she could see the whole of Dancer’s Rest like an image in a
screen. She had gone up there to watch the sun come out, and stayed longer than
she should, because of the flyer that was coming from the west. West was City
and Dome. West was the Hippodrome, where things raced and exhibited themselves
and even tried to dance, that were called horses but were not horses at all.
Not in the least. Not like the ones that danced and grazed and called to one
another in spring yearning below and all around her.
She had seen the horse-things. Everyone at Dancer’s Rest
had, because Papa Morgan let no one in the family ride or train or handle the
horses unless he or she had seen what had been done in the name of fashion and
function and plain unmotivated modernity. Horses in the Hippodrome looked very
little like horses at Dancer’s Rest—and very little like one another. Those
that ran were lean whippy greyhound-bodied things, all legs and speed. Those
that exhibited could not walk, could not trot, could not canter or gallop,
could only flail the air in the movement called “show gait.” It was a little
like a prance and a little like a piaffe and a great deal like the snap and
ratchet of a mechanical toy. And those that were there simply to be beautiful
could stand, that was all, and pose, and arch their extraordinarily long necks.
They could carry no rider; their backs were grown too long and frail. They
could walk, but with difficulty, since their hindlegs were so very long and so
very delicate. But they were lovely, like living art, pure form divorced from
function.
After a long day in the Hippodrome, Marina had come home to
shock and a kind of grief. The family’s horses were old stock—raw unmodified
equine. They looked small and thick-legged, short-bodied, heavy and primitive.
Their movements were strange, too varied and almost too heavy, all power and
none of the oiled glide of the racers or the flashing knee action of the
exhibition stock. They were atavisms. The world had passed them by. All that
was new and bold and reckoned beautiful was engineered, designed, calculated to
the last curve of ear and flick of tail.
“That’s why,” Papa Morgan had said when she came back too
cold of heart to cry and too angry to be wise. “That’s what you needed to see.
What they’ve made, and what we keep.”
“But why keep it?” Marina had demanded. “Why bother with old
stock at all? Nobody wants it. Nobody likes the way it looks or moves or
handles. It can’t run, it can’t show, it can’t stand up and look correctly
beautiful.”
“And worse than that,” said Papa Morgan, “it has a mind of
its own.” He sighed. “That’s why. Because it’s not what people want. It’s what
it is.”
She had understood, as she should, because she was family
and she had learned the lesson from infancy. But her understanding was a shallow
thing. She thought too often of going away as so many of the cousins and the
siblings did, leaving Dancer’s Rest to live in the world of cities and domes
and gengineered equines. Only the strongest-minded stayed, and the ones who
loved the horses above anything in the greater world, and those like Marina who
were too weak-willed to leave.
Weak-willed, and bound to the horses, however primitive or
unfashionable they might be. She was family. She was bred to this as surely as
racers to the track and show stock to the ring.
The flyer was close enough now to see. She scrambled up from
the damp grass, brushing at blades that clung, and knowing but not caring that
her breeches were stained as green as Novinha’s haunch. She ran down the hill
toward the road, to the delight of the yearlings whose pasture it was. They swirled
about her, a storm of hooves and tails and tossing heads, parting and streaming
along the forcefence as she ran through. She felt the tingle of the field,
though the gate-chip was supposed to make it invisible and imperceptible. But
she always knew where the fence was, and in much the same way the horses did.
Horse instincts, Papa Morgan said, had been in the family
since long before gengineering.
And why, she wondered, did she want to rear and shy and run
away from the flyer that was coming to rest on the family’s pad? It was only
the inspector from the Hippodrome, come as she did every year at the start of
breeding season, to inspect the stock and approve the roster of breedings-to-be
and enjoy a long and convivial visit with Papa Morgan and the rest of the
family. Marina had honed and polished Pluto Amena’s levade for the exhibition
that would crown the afternoon—she should be in the stable now, seeing that he
was clean and ready to be shown.
But instead of turning toward the stable she kept going
toward the house. She was not the only one. Papa Morgan and the elders were
waiting, of course, as was polite, but there were others about as well, who
should have been in the stables or in the house. Tante Concetta was standing
near the pad, and Cousin Wilhelm, and Tante Estrella in breeches and boots with
a long whip in her hand. Tante Estrella was a wild one, as wild as the young
mares she preferred to train and handle, and as beautiful as they were, too.
She looked a little frightening now, as if her ears were laid back and her tail
lashing, threatening to kick or strike at the person who had emerged from the
flyer.
It was not round smiling grey-haired Shanna Chen-Howard, nor
any of the people who had always come with her to Dancer’s Rest. This was a
stranger. No human person came with him; only a mechanical, a mute and
blank-faced metal bodyguard and recording device. It looked slightly more human
than the stranger did, to Marina’s eye.
Pity, too. He was young and not bad-looking. Gengineered, of
course, but not so as to be obvious. That was the fashion these days. His
parents would have designed him to emerge au naturel, with any serious flaws or
inconveniences carefully and unobtrusively smoothed away.
They did not seem to have included a module for good humor.
He looked as if he never smiled. His eyes as they scanned the people and the
place were cold, and grew colder as they passed Cousin Wilhelm. Cousin Wilhelm
stayed at home mostly, not for shame or shyness but because he was more
comfortable there, where he did not need eyes to know where everything was.
Implants had never taken, and mechanicals, he said, were worse than nothing at
all. Marina thought he preferred the dark he had been born to, as rich as it
was in sounds and smells. He was a better rider than most men who could see,
and a wonderful trainer of horses.
This stranger in the inspector’s tabard saw none of that. He
saw a blind man in antique riding breeches, leaning on the arm of a greying and
unnecessarily plump woman. Marina could read him as clearly as if he had spoken.
Primitive, he was thinking. Atavistic. Outdated. Like the house in front of him, and the stables and the
pastures beyond, and the horses in them, crude unmodified creatures without
even the grace to be clean.
He was at least polite to Papa Morgan. It was a frigid
politeness, with a bare minimum of words. Papa Morgan, who was never flustered,
moved smoothly through the formulae of introduction, and took no notice of the
brevity of the responses. It was briefest of all in front of Cousin Wilhelm: a
sharp dip of the head that Cousin Wilhelm could not see, thoughtless maybe, but
to Marina’s mind as rude as an outright insult.
Papa Morgan noticed. He showed no sign of offense, but
Marina saw how he led the inspector into the house without offering the
greeting-cup, the wine and the bread and salt that sealed a friendship. Shanna
Chen-Howard would have known what that signified. This person, this Hendrick
Manygoats Watanabe, did not even seem to realize that he had been slighted.
Marina trailed after them. She was not invited, but neither
was she shut out. There was a smell in the air, a little like hot iron, a great
deal like fear.
o0o
“Yes,” Papa Morgan said. “We do unregulated breeding here.
We have a license to do so—a dispensation under the Mandate, for the
preservation of rootstock.”
He should not have had to explain to an inspector who
administered the Mandate. The inspector knew exactly how much and how far Dancer’s
Rest was permitted to depart from the laws that governed gengineering. But he
was insisting on being obtuse.
There was nothing convivial about the meeting. He had
refused refreshment, which meant that no one with him could have it, either:
distressing as the day wore on and they all went hungry. He had also refused
the tour of the stables, and declined the pleasure of the exhibition. He had
come, he said, to investigate the breeding practices at Dancer’s Rest. They
would present the records, please, and explain the entries, and be quick about
it.
Papa Morgan was the most patient person Marina knew. He had
to be, to be the head of the family. She had never seen him lose patience. Nor
did he now with this stranger who would not look at his horses, but there was a
glitter in his eyes that she had not seen before. It made her shiver.
She could have left long ago. But she stayed, and the others
stayed, too, unnoticed and unreprimanded. They were like a bodyguard, she
thought, though what they were guarding against, except bureaucratic niggling,
she did not know.
Hendrick Manygoats Watanabe was not a patient man. He would
never make a trainer of horses, she thought as she watched him scan the
records. She wondered if he knew anything about horses at all, or if he cared.
Shanna Chen-Howard had been one of those unfortunates who lack both the balance
and the talent to do more than haul themselves into a saddle and sit more or
less in the middle, but she had loved to watch the horses, ridden and free, and
she had known many of them by name.
This man who had come in her place, who had not troubled to
explain why, would never know Novinha and Selene and Bellamira and Sayyida, nor
care that Maestoso Miranda liked sugar but Rigoletto preferred apples. His
whole world was a scroll of data, columns of numbers, files labeled by genetic
type. The living flesh, the animal that was the sum of its genes, was an
irrelevance.
He frowned as the files scrolled behind his eyes. “Random,”
he said to himself, but not as if he cared who heard. “Untidy. This string—” He
called it to the wallscreen in the family’s meeting room, which was an insult
of sorts: they all had implants, they were not primitives or atavists who
refused the seductions of the net. The pure flow of data resolved into an
image, a helix of stars, each with its distinctive color and form.
Marina recognized the shape of it. One of the elders, Mama
Tania, said what they all knew. “That’s the Skowronek gene line. Very old, very
illustrious. Prepotent.”
“And severely flawed,” said Hendrick Manygoats Watanabe.
“You see here, here, here.” Light-pointers flashed. “This is worse than untidy.
This is a possible lethal recessive.”
“So it is,” Papa Morgan said mildly.
“And you make no effort to remove it?”
Papa Morgan seemed to grow calmer, the more agitated the
inspector became. “Of course you do understand, Ser Watanabe. It was explained
to you. We preserve the old stock, the rootstock. Unaltered. Unrefined. Flaws
and all.”
“But that is against the Mandate,” said Watanabe.
“We are exempt from the Mandate,” Papa Morgan said.
“That,” said Watanabe, “is a matter of debate.”
There was a silence. Someone drew a long, slow breath. It
was as loud as a rushing of wind.
Marina was too young to remember how the exemption had been
granted, but everyone knew the story. Someone, the family had argued, should
preserve the old stock—for antiquarian reasons, or sentimental ones, or for
scholars and scientists who might find new modifications based on the old
genetic materials. There had been a movement then in favor of such curiosities;
the exemption had passed, and no one had challenged it.
Papa Morgan was not surprised to meet a challenge now. Nor
were the other elders. They had expected this, then. They might even have
expected the stranger who came in Shanna Chen-Howard’s place.
She felt a flicker of anger. No one had told her. And how
many of the others knew, who had kept it quiet because it could only upset the
young and disturb the horses?
Elders’ prerogative. She did not have to like it. She was
here, when she could perfectly well have been told to leave—she had no place or
position, and no authority beyond that of an assistant trainer.
So. She knew what this stranger was here for. Why he had
been sent, and how he had gained authority for it—and also, within the rest,
why Shanna Chen-Howard had not come. Her faction must have lost power in the
Hippodrome. This was the new faction, and the new law.
“Your exemption is revoked,” said Hendrick Manygoats
Watanabe. “Your breeding patterns are invalid. You will be receiving
instructions, which you will follow. This complex, for example,” he said,
tilting his head toward the wallscreen, “will be removed. There will be no
further random breeding of live male to live female. You will conduct your program
in accordance with the rules and regulations of the Mandate.”
Papa Morgan did not bother to contend that there was nothing
random about the family’s choices. He only said, “The Mandate has no provision
for the preservation of rootstock.”
“The whole of the Mandate encompasses such a provision. Your
stock has been allowed to proliferate without rule or regulation. It has no
specific function—”
“On the contrary,” said Papa Morgan. “It is the most purely
functional of all the equids. It lives to dance.”
Watanabe’s mouth opened, then closed again. Marina wondered
if he had ever been interrupted in his life.
“We will appeal the decision,” said Papa Morgan.
Watanabe recovered himself with an air almost of pleasure.
“Your appeal is denied.”
o0o
“We have to fight them.”
The family was gathered where the elders had been since
morning, all of them down to the toddlers from the creches. There had been food
earlier, and there was drink going around, intoxicant and stimulant and even
plain water. The inspector was gone. He had taken his mechanical and his flyer
and flown back to the Hippodrome without ever once looking at the horses.
“We should have dragged him out there,” some of the younger
trainers were insisting. “If he could see—”
“He saw all he needed to see.” Marina surprised herself by
speaking out—usually she kept quiet and let the others do the talking. “He
looked at the helices, he saw how untidy and unregulated they were, and he knew
they couldn’t be allowed to continue.”
Up among the elders, the same argument was going on, at
nearly the same volume. Papa Morgan said in his deep voice that carried without
effort, “We’ve been fighting the Mandate since it was made. We’ve been
appealing this decision at every level. The answer is always no. We can keep
our rootstock—by which they mean the type we breed and raise here. But we have
to clean up its helices.”
“But if we do that,” Cousin Bernardin pointed out, “it’s not
rootstock anymore. It’s modified. You know—we all know—that the helices are
untidy because they need to be. That’s where the strength is. That’s what makes
our horses what they are.”
“The Mandate believes otherwise,” said Papa Morgan. He
sounded tired.
Papa Morgan was never tired or impatient or, all divinities
forbid, defeated. But now he was close to all of them. He looked as if he
wanted to turn and walk away, but the press of people hemmed him in. He had to
stay and listen to all this fruitless babble.
Marina was freer than he was, but she could not leave,
either. Whatever had brought her here in the morning was not letting her go.
Family intuition, Tante Estrella would call it. Tante Estrella had more than
her fair share of it herself.
As if the thought had invoked her, she came quietly to stand
by Marina, not doing anything, watching people argue. She was still wearing her
breeches, but her long whip was gone, laid aside somewhere. She did not seem
agitated at all. If anything she was amused.
“Wait,” she said to Marina out of nowhere in particular.
“See what happens.”
II.
Nothing happened that Marina could see. The gathering ended
in disarray. The Mandate left no choice and no debate. Its rules were strict
and its regulations precise. Genetic codes would be corrected according to its
guidelines, animals bred without the untidiness of stallion courting mare in
the breeding pen or the pasture, pregnancies monitored and embryos transferred
with clean mechanical precision.
There was none of the usual springtime excitement, the
pleasure of matching this stallion to that mare, the waiting for her to come
into season and accept him, the beautiful randomness of conception in a living
womb. It was all done in the laboratory, as coldly meticulous as a chemical
equation.
One thing at least the Mandate did not forbid, though it did
not encourage it, either. It could not keep mares from carrying their own
foals. Their clean, derandomized, genetically perfected foals, each set of
helices prescribed by the authorities in the Hippodrome. Hendrick Manygoats
Watanabe himself, according to the signature, reviewed and approved each one.
The family’s breeding managers were not permitted to select the matches. Not
this season. They would be shown, he had informed them, what they were to do;
then in other seasons they would know what was correct and what was permitted.
In much older days an insult of that proportion would have
led to a duel at least, and maybe to a war. This season, with their greatest
power stripped from them and handed to strangers, the elders in the breeding
pens said nothing whatsoever.
They did as they were told. They collected specimens, handed
them to the inspectors who flew in from the west, stood by unspeaking while
those same inspectors returned from the laboratory with technicians and racks
of labeled vials. When the horses objected, they made no move and spoke no
word. More than one inspector or technician discovered that these undersized,
primitive creatures were remarkably strong and self-willed—and utterly
unforgiving of insults from strangers.
When the tech who had tried to collect a specimen from Favory
Ancona went home with a broken femur, Papa Vladimir, who looked only to Papa
Morgan for authority in the breeding pens, was seen to smile slightly and
observe, “He should have asked first.”
o0o
There was only one mercy in all of it. Once breeding season
was over, the inspectors and technicians went away. They had done all they
needed to do. The rest they left to the mares, and to the family. In the spring
there would be foals, genetically purified and officially sanctioned, each with
the Mandate’s signature in its cells.
Marina did not know why, but after the first shock she
stopped being upset. Angry, yes. The family had been trampled on. Its horses
had been relegated to the status of a disease in need of a cure, its beautiful
old bloodlines condemned as unsanitary. She could sit in the library with the
books scrolling behind her eyes, telling over the names. The breeds that they
kept pure here, the old breeds, the horses of princes: Arabian, Andalusian,
Lipizzan. The lines preserved in each. Skowronek whose helices Watanabe had
sneered at, Celoso whose sons were all kings and whose daughters were all
queens, Favory and Conversano and Siglavy who had danced before kings. Ghazala,
Princesa, Presciana; Moniet and Mariposa and Deflorata. They were woven in the
helices, flaws as well as perfection, a memory as deep as the bone and more
lasting.
It was immortality, not of the single creature but of the
species itself. And the Mandate wanted to kill it in the guise of perfecting
it.
o0o
Novinha was the first to come into heat and the first to get
in foal. On a day of early spring when snow had been allowed to fall, she
showed signs that she would foal in the night. Marina had foal watch in the
broodmares’ barn, blankets spread on straw next to the foaling stall. In the
Hippodrome she did not doubt that they left such things to monitors and
mechanicals. Here it was reckoned that foals of the old stock grew and thrived
best if they were born the old way, with human hands ready if the mare
faltered.
As the old mare began to pace her stall, Tante Estrella
slipped in past Marina. She always knew when it was time, and she always came,
no matter how late the hour. In fact it was early for a foaling, not quite
midnight.
The long waiting, close on a year from breeding to birth,
ended as it always did, with astonishing speed. As Novinha went down, Estrella
was there, Marina close behind her, moving in concert as they had so often before.
There was little actually to do till the foal had slipped
free of its mother. Novinha knew her business. This was her seventh foal, her
luck-foal as family superstition had it, and she gave birth easily and quickly,
from the first sight of the hoof wrapped in glimmering caul to the wet tangle
of limbs sorting itself out in the straw.
Marina and Estrella stared at the foal, the perfect foal,
designed and conceived under the Mandate. It was struggling to its feet
already, lifting its head with its delicate curled ears.
Novinha was a Lipizzan, and so was the sire of record,
Favory Ancona who had left so lasting a mark on the technician from the
Hippodrome. They were all born dark, and turned glimmering white as they grew.
This foal of theirs under the Mandate had bypassed the dark
phase. It was silvery white already, though it was no albino: its skin was dark
under the pallor of the coat.
It was a colt. He was a big one, substantial for one so
young, with a big square shoulder and a solid rump. In that he was just as he
should be. There was even a hint of an arch to his profile, the noble nose that
distinguished his breed and his line.
And yet there was something odd. . .
Estrella was quicker than Marina, and maybe less unwilling
to acknowledge what she saw. She inspected the small hooves as the colt wobbled
up on them, marking that each was the same and each preposterous, cloven like a
goat’s or a deer’s. And the tail, not the brush of a normal foal but a tasseled
monstrosity, and on the forehead where the silver-white hair whorled to its
center—
Estrella laughed with unalloyed delight. “Didn’t we warn
them? Didn’t we, then? And they meddled with our beauties regardless.”
o0o
All the mares were foaling unicorns. Every one. Colt or
filly, Lipizzan or Andalusian or Arabian, each was the same: silver-white,
cloven-hooved, with the bud of a horn on its brow. The Mandate had outsmarted
itself.
“There was a reason,” said Papa Morgan, “for the untidiness
in the helices.”
“We did try to tell them,” Tante Concetta said. She kept to
the house and seldom went among the horses, but she had gone down to the barn that
first morning to look at Novinha’s colt. She laughed as Estrella had, with the
same high amusement.
None of the elders was at all surprised, no more than they
had been by the lowering of the Mandate. They had expected this. It must be
something one learned when one became an elder, a secret that had stopped being
a secret when Novinha’s foal was born.
He had a name from before birth in the ancient tradition of
his breed. Favory Novinha: Favory for the ancestor of his line, Novinha for his
dam who inspected him with as little surprise as the elders had shown, and a
quietly luminous pride. If it disconcerted her to be mother to such strange
offspring, she did not show it.
Marina was beyond surprise when they got him out into the
light and she had her first clear sight of his eyes. They were not brown at
all, not even the near-black of his heritage, but a deep and luminous blue. Nor
did they change as he grew. They were part of him, like the goat-feet on which
he walked and the horn that sprouted on his forehead.
She was more or less in charge of him. It was usual for
whoever had foal watch on a particular night to inherit, in a manner of
speaking, the foal who was born on that watch. There was not much to do when
the foal’s dam was as experienced as Novinha. Mostly Marina watched him. She
never quite admitted that she was waiting for him to do something unusual,
something magical.
But he never did, unless it was magic that he grew so fast
and moved so light. Lipizzans grew into their grace. When they were young they
were awkward, gangling, often heavy on their feet. This colt was graceful from
birth. He was born knowing how to move, how best to dance.
That was his magic, she supposed. He knew what other foals
had to learn.
o0o
The Mandate had no provision for such an eventuality as
this. It had not intended to create a new—or recreate a very old—species. It
had been meddling, that was all. Asserting its sense of order on a disordered
breed.
Hendrick Manygoats Watanabe came back as the last of the
mares waited to deliver their foals. This time he was accompanied by Shanna
Chen-Howard. She, for once, was not smiling. He was looking remarkably humble.
“They retired me,” she said to Papa Morgan as they walked
away from the flyer that had brought her. She was direct as always, though
Watanabe looked sourly disapproving. “They tossed me out on my ear, told me to
take myself a vacation, gengineer some roses, take up locustkeeping in the
Sahel-anything but get in their way when they decided to lay the Mandate on
everybody who was exempt. I gather they did much the same to you.”
Papa Morgan spread his hands, eloquent of resignation. “What
could we do? We’re subject to the law. If the law says we have to give in to
the Mandate. . .”
Shanna Chen-Howard slanted a glance at him. Marina,
following at a discreet distance, thought she saw laughter in it. “You were
always law-abiding citizens,” she said blandly.
o0o
They had turned the mares out in the wide green pasture that
rolled down to the river. Two sides of it were fenced in water, with a
forcefence to remind the bolder foals that they were not to go exploring. All
the mares with foals at side, as it happened, were greys; none of the dark
mares had been bred this year, again under the Mandate.
It was a pretty picture from a distance, white horse-shapes
on green, the larger grazing peacefully, the smaller playing or nursing or
lying flat on the grass in the sun. Closer in, one realized that the mares were
ordinary enough, but the foals were odd.
Marina found herself walking just behind Watanabe. He
stepped gingerly, as if he had never walked on a dirt road before. The glances
he shot at the pasture almost made her laugh aloud. He must be having dreadful
visions of hip-deep mud, reeking manure, creatures crawling up the grassblades
to devour him whole.
The fence along the road was an atavism, a real
post-and-rail fence, though there was a forcefence just behind it to keep it
secure. One of Papa Morgan’s predecessors had thought it worthwhile to have at
least one old-fashioned fence for leaning on and watching the horses. Papa
Morgan did just that now, and Shanna Chen-Howard kept him company. Watanabe
hung back, with Marina still behind him.
The mares had been aware of them all along, but most were
busy cropping the new grass. It was Novinha’s colt who came forward first,
curious to see who these visitors were. He took a circuitous way about it,
showing off his floating gait, spiraling in toward the fence till he stood just
inside of it, nostrils flared, head up, bright eye fixed on them all.
Shanna Chen-Howard took a while to find her voice. When she
did, it wobbled a little, but then it was its forthright self again. “Well. You
weren’t exaggerating.”
“Neither were the holorecords we sent you,” Papa Morgan
said.
“No,” said Shanna Chen-Howard, “but somehow, in the flesh,
it’s more effective.”
She stretched a hand over the fence. The colt sniffed it,
thought about nipping, caught Marina’s eye and behaved himself. He let Shanna
Chen-Howard stroke his nose, and stood still for her to run her hand up it till
it touched the base of the horn. She almost recoiled then: Marina saw how she
tensed. But he leaned into her, encouraging her to scratch where it was always
itching.
“It is real,” she said as he obliged him. “It really is.”
She began to laugh.
The only one who seemed to need an explanation was Watanabe.
He was not about to get one. She kept laughing when Papa Morgan let her into
the pasture, the same way Tante Estrella had when the colt was born, and Tante
Concetta. It was a grand joke on the Mandate.
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“The trouble,” she said as they lingered over dinner that
evening, “is that the Mandate has no sense of humor whatsoever. You’re
exonerated—there’s no sign of tampering, and every breeding was administered
entirely by technicians from the Hippodrome—but you know how the law works. It
has to cast blame on somebody.”
No one looked at Hendrick Manygoats Watanabe. He had a plate
in front of him as they all did, the elders and the trainers who had been
admitted to the meeting, the senior trainers and the younger ones like Marina
who were in charge of this year’s foals. He had eaten nothing and said nothing.
It was probably excruciating for him to have to dally like this, being
endlessly inefficient, eating and drinking and hanging about instead of working
on the problem at hand.
“I’d ask, Why not blame the Mandate?” said Tante Estrella,
“except I’m not that foolish. We did warn you—them—of what might happen if they
tried to meddle with old stock.”
“So you did,” said Shanna Chen-Howard, “but after all, the
horses bred under the Mandate were meddled with, too, in the beginning. Why
would these be any different?”
“Because they’re old stock,” Tante Estrella said. “The
others had already been meddled with till they forgot where they came from.
These never did. The Arabian is the oldest and purest of all. The others were
bred from it by masters who knew better than any Mandate how to make perfection
in the form of a horse. It’s dangerous to meddle with perfection.”
Shanna Chen-Howard shook her head. She was not arguing, at
least not with Tante Estrella. “So. We tampered with something that was already
finished. We turned it into something else altogether.”
“Exactly,” said Papa Morgan.
Shanna Chen-Howard sighed heavily. “This is not going to go
over well with the committee in the Hippodrome. There’s that clause in the
Mandate, you see, that your predecessors helped write. The one that draws the
line between modification and complete transformation. We can tidy up your
horses’ helices. We can’t turn their offspring into something other than
horses.”
Papa Morgan smiled. There was nothing smug about it, but Hendrick
Manygoats Watanabe got up abruptly, kicked back his chair, and stalked out.
III
None of it was really about the Mandate, or about the
Hippodrome’s mistake. Marina’s, too, for thinking that it was so simple. She
had not been paying attention. That was a bad fault in a horse trainer.
It was a long summer. The weather was on a random cycle,
which meant heat and sun and a daily explosion of thunder. The nights were
steamily warm, with a crackle of lightning near the horizon.
Marina liked to walk the pastures at night. The horses were
quiet then, grazing or drowsing. There were monitors set to catch anything out
of the ordinary, but they were part of the forcefence, invisible and almost
imperceptible.
She went out on a night when the moon was full and the
lightning had sunk almost out of sight over the world’s rim, and wandered from
pasture to pasture. There were mares in foal again, bred the old way, without
the Mandate to interfere. They were standing together at the far corner of
their pasture, looking out into the next, where their sisters were, and the
foals.
Novinha’s colt had a horn now as long as Marina’s hand. It
was ivory, densely spiral-grained and keenly pointed. The elders had been
talking about blunting the foals’ horns or capping them like an elephant’s
tusks or removing them altogether, for their own and their mothers’ safety.
While the elders failed to agree on what to do, the foals
did each other no damage, though they loved to spar like swordsmen. They seemed
to have an instinct, a sense of just how far it was wise to go. It held even
with humans. And that, thought Marina, was the most unfoallike thing about
them. Young horses were reckless of their strength, but these were remarkably
careful, for babies. It was as if they were born knowing how to conduct
themselves in the world.
Novinha’s foal called to Marina as she came down to the
pasture, running along the fence with head and tail high, tossing his head with
its moon-bright gleam of horn. The others followed more slowly. They had their
own chosen humans; they acknowledged Marina but did not welcome her as the colt
did. In that they were Lipizzans, but again they were young for it.
She slipped through the gate in the wooden fence. The colt
was waiting for her. He followed her as she walked to the river, with the
others trailing behind, and even a few of the mares.
She stopped as she always did at her favorite place, a stone
like a chair, where she could sit and watch the water flow by. The colt lay
down as he liked to do and laid his head in her lap. The moon glowed in his coat.
She stroked it. It was the softest thing in the world, and warm, and it smelled
of flowers. He closed his eyes and sighed.
He was not asleep, not quite. His ears flicked as the other
foals and their mothers found things to do nearby. A pair of shadows moved
softly through them, stroking a neck here, a nose there.
Tante Estrella and Tante Concetta sat on the grass near
Marina’s stone. Some of the foals circled, curious, even came to be petted, but
none came as close as the colt had, or laid his head in a welcoming lap. Maybe
it was Novinha who prevented it: she had come to stand over Tante Concetta,
huge and white and quiet.
Marina’s head was full of questions. There were too many of
them; they crowded each other. They silenced her.
Tante Estrella only sat for a moment before she was on her
feet again, stroking and talking softly to one of the younger mares. That one
had a filly, who came to investigate Estrella, nibbling boldly on the hem of
her coat.
“Look,” Estrella said abruptly. Marina started. The colt
opened an eye but closed it again, refusing to wake for anything as trivial as
human chatter.
“Look around you,” Estrella said. “Do you know what you
see?”
She was expecting an answer. Marina groped for one. “A
mistake,” she said. “The Mandate carried too far.”
“No,” said Estrella. “You don’t see.”
Marina frowned. She had come here to be alone in the quiet,
not to be put in the training ring and set on a circle.
“Estrella is saying,” said Concetta from Novinha’s shadow,
“that you need to look harder. What do you see?”
“Twelve baby unicorns,” Marina said sharply, though she
tried to be light. “Next you’re going to tell me you planned this.”
“We did expect that it would happen, yes,” Concetta said.
“We thought the Hippodrome needed a lesson.”
“It could have blown up in your faces,” Marina said. “We
could have been shut down. If they get angry enough, we could still—”
“No,” said Estrella. She was smiling. It was the same smile
Papa Morgan had had, that had driven away Hendrick Manygoats Watanabe.
Marina was not as easily routed, and she had a unicorn in
her lap. She looked around as she had been told to, in the moon’s bright light.
The mares were all around them, and the foals, watching as if what she said
could matter to them. And how could it? She had nothing wise or intelligent to
say.
She had to say something. She said, “We’re old stock, too.
Aren’t we? What happens if they put us under the Mandate?”
Estrella laughed. It was a silvery sound, but very human.
“Not what you’re afraid of! We turn into what we were to start with. Gypsies.
Tinkers. Tamers of horses from Old Troy onward. No more and no less than we
always were.”
“But,” said Marina. “I don’t—” She stopped herself, started
again. “I’m not seeing what I obviously should see.”
“We’re all blind when we’re young,” Concetta said. “We have
to learn to see. Like foals.”
“Not these,” Marina said, ruffling the colt’s mane. “We’re
custodians, aren’t we? We were given them, and they us. We protect them.”
“That’s part of what we do,” Concetta said. “We watch over
the old arts, too, and the old lines.”
“Which happen to go back to the old stories,” said Estrella.
She seemed to find the fact delightful. So would Marina, if she had time to
think about it—if she were not so afraid. She had grown up under the Mandate.
She could not imagine it giving way so easily. The family could not be that
strong. No one was.
She said that last aloud. Estrella shook her head at Marina’s
foolishness. “We don’t need to be. We have our horses. And,” she said, “their children.
Haven’t you wondered what will become of them?”
“Often,” Marina said.
“In an older world,” said Concetta, “there would be no place
for them. This world, that makes new species out of the rags of the old . . .
there’s room in it for a myth.”
Marina looked at the colt asleep in her lap. He did not feel
like a myth. He was warm and solid and inescapably real.
“Is he going to live forever?” she asked.
She had no idea where the question came from. It simply was,
hanging out there in front of them.
One of the mares snorted and stamped. The sound swelled to
fill the silence.
Estrella spoke softly, almost too soft to hear. “We don’t
know.”
Marina widened her eyes. “You don’t know? But you know
everything!”
Estrella said nothing. Concetta sighed. “We only know what
all the elders know. What we teach the young ones when they’re ready. What we
preserve here, as far as the world ever knew, is the old way of training
horses, and the old lines. Now it knows what the old lines are, and what they
come from. But what else we’ve let the Mandate make here. . . we don’t know.
They may just be very long-lived.”
“How? Like their mothers, still strong at thirty? Or like us
with our hundred years? Or more than that?”
They did not answer.
The colt stirred suddenly and scrambled to his feet. He
shook himself all over. He scratched an ear with a hind hoof; scratched his
rump with his horn. He nudged against Novinha and, with a careful twist of the
head that kept the horn from her belly, began vigorously to nurse.
Miranda could see how he would grow, from the way the
moonlight struck him: not tall but broad and sturdy, built to carry a rider, to
pull a carriage, to stand in marble on a monument. He was not the delicate
goat-creature of the myth. None of them was, even the ones who had been bred
from Arabians. They were all as real as the stone she sat on.
“And they said,” she said, “that the rootstock was a rhinoceros.”
“That was a diversion,” said Estrella, “to keep the secret
safe till people were ready to know it. It’s not how long one of them lives, do
you see? It’s that the line lives. Just as with us. One person dies, gives way
to another, but the species goes on and on. Eventually it changes. Or if people
meddle with its helices, it discovers what it would have been.”
Marina nodded slowly. “I wonder,” she said. ‘Will they breed
true?”
“We don’t know that, either,” said Concetta, but not as if
she were deeply troubled by it.
Marina thought of finding answers. Of breeding under the
Mandate; of being exempt from it. Of discovering what they had, and what it
would turn into.
Shanna Chen-Howard would come back. Others would come with
her. They would try to meddle. They could not help it. Somehow under the moon
it did not matter. The world was so much wider than it had been, the day the
Mandate lowered itself on Dancer’s Rest.
“It did better than it knew,” she said.
“Oh, it knew,” said Concetta. “It just didn’t know how much
it knew.” She pushed herself up, shaking out her skirts. “It was meant, after
all, to make the imperfect perfect.”
“And when it found something that was exactly as it ought to
be,” Estrella said over the back of her favorite mare, “it made something completely
new, that was as old as memory.”
And they said the magic had gone out of the world. Marina
shook her head and found herself smiling. It was hard not to smile, with mares
and foals all around her, and one coming to rest his horn gently over her
heart.
“I wonder,” she said, “how you’ll take to the training
ring.” He snorted and raised his head and stamped. And went up, smooth and
sure, all silver in the moonlight: a levade as polished as any in the arena.
She laughed. His eye seemed to laugh with her. She had an
answer to that question at least. It was quite enough to go on with.
Copyright © 1995 by Judith Tarr
First published: Peter
S. Beagle’s Immortal Unicorn, ed. Peter S. Beagle and Janet Berliner
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