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by Maya Kaathryn Bohnhoff
— CHAPTER 17 —
In which the web of deceit tightens, a trap is set for Ana and Jaya and the Rani come to an understanding.
oOo
Back from Bazaar, Jaya secluded himself in the
study, buried himself in the depths of a cup chair and tried to think. Ana
would stay, at least for the time being, at least until this tangled web was
sorted out. His own feelings and thoughts were so bound by that web that he
felt sticky, muddled.
Closing his eyes, he tilted his head back against
the padded comfort of the chair and took a deep, centering breath. There was
yet another confrontation on his schedule for the day and he was not looking
forward to it.
His eyes opened on the ceiling with its
tastefully muted woodland mural. They fastened on the night sky of one panel.
What did Ana see when she looked at the night
sky? Or Ravi, or Jivinta or any of the other believers in some unific Deity. If
they saw in the world around them jewels and lights and a fabric of dreams,
what did they imagine they saw beyond that world, in those ‘other worlds’ they
spoke of? Where was the Abode of Ramji? Where was—what had that little
book called it —the “Garden of the Beloved?”
“I wish I could believe in You,” he murmured. “I
could use the consolation...and some advice.” Feeling slightly foolish, he
dropped his gaze to the carpet.
How I wish Father were here.
He rose and went to find the Rani.
oOo
In the library’s adjoining game room, Hadas had
pressed Ana into a match of Pariyanti. The board game was unfamiliar and served
to distract her from the warring senses of anticipation and boredom. Hadas was
beating her soundly when Aridas entered, carrying an envelope on a carved
wooden tray.
“A message for you, Rani Ana,” he said and
offered it to her with a deferential bow before leaving the room.
She took it almost gingerly and stared at it,
then broke the seal with a fingernail, slitting the dark packet. Inside was a
single page. The note was written in tiny, hurried strokes on the back of some
sort of form. Ana turned it over. It was an inventory sheet from the
Badan-Devaki.
She gasped, then reddened when she saw the nature
of some of the form’s fields: “Hair Color,” “Eye Color,” “Teeth - good/bad,”
“Height,” “Figure/ Build,” “Attractive Features.” The last was followed by a
series of numbers so the person making out the form could grade the inventory
item to a numeric category. There were some other fields as well, of an even
more intimate nature, but she ignored them, turning the flimsy over quickly to
read the note.
oOo
My name is Vanam Sanoh. I am Avasan. I have been
taken by force to the Badan-Devaki and made dasa. I was training as an upstairs
serving girl, but a patron inquired about me and I am to be sold at private
auction tomorrow morning. I am terrified. My training isn’t complete, so I know
it’s not a serving girl he wants. I heard talk among the workers about the Rani
Sadira who has made it her cause to help Avasan prisoners—how she freed
Hadas Gupta. I thought Tara-ji had at last heard my prayers. So, I bartered
with a Salon guard to send this letter to beg you to help me—to free me
as you did Hadas. I can’t let myself be sold into dishonor. I have bartered my
body once in the hope of being saved; I will not have it abused daily. Help me.
My life is in your hands. Your Servant, Vanam Sanoh.
oOo
“Vanam Sanoh,” repeated Ana. She was already
heading for the Library vicom terminal.
Hadas followed her. “Is she-?”
Ana, viewing the list of missing Avasans, nodded.
“She’s here. Vanam Sanoh, eighteen years, from the Tash settlement.”
“Should we tell Jivinta Mina or Jaya Rai? Will
you go bid on her?”
Ana took the note and studied it again. “I don’t
know... Somehow...” She shook her
head.
Hadas’s eyes narrowed. “Don’t you believe her?”
Ana glanced at him sharply, then turned back to
the vicom. She keyed it into communications mode and requested an audio-only
link to the Badan-Devaki dalali. Hadas, his face like stone, sank into a nearby
chair, watching her.
“Good-day, sama,” she said when she was connected
with the dalali’s receptionist. “This is the Rani Ana Sadira. I’ve heard there
is a private auction tomorrow morning. Is that so?”
“Yes, Rani,” returned the pleasant male voice.
“Our schedule does show a private auction at fourteenth hour in the Blue
Salon.”
“Wonderful! I’d like to attend, if that could be
arranged.”
“Ah,” said the voice. “Well, unfortunately, the
schedule shows that auction as being closed—by invitation only.”
Ana made her voice sound slightly peeved. “I see.
What must one do to receive an invitation?”
“Well, I...” There was a momentary hesitation,
then the man cleared his throat. “Perhaps, if you spoke directly to one of the
dalal. Devaki-sa is in the Parlor this morning.”
Now it was Ana’s turn to hesitate. The thought of
holding conversation with Kareen Devaki was daunting. She still dreamed of
her—tall, elegant, her coldly assessing black eyes glittering from a
statue’s pale, perfect face. But she’d gotten this far...
“Yes,” she said, willing her voice to sound
confident. “Yes, please let me speak to Devaki-sa.”
“As you wish, Rani. One moment, please.”
It was less than a moment. Kareen Devaki was on
the line immediately, crystalline voice pleasant. “Rani Sadira! How delightful
to hear from you. How are you enjoying the gift the Rani Mina purchased for
you?”
It took Ana an embarrassing moment to realize she
meant Hadas. She laughed, her voice husky. “Oh, he’s-he’s just wonderful!” she
enthused. Hadas glanced away.
“I’m so pleased. How may I serve?”
Words! thought Ana. What words?
“You can invite me to a private auction,” she
said lightly. “Your receptionist tells me there’s one tomorrow morning at
fourteenth hour. I’ve never been to a private auction. It sounds...exciting.”
“Ah! Well, my dear Rani, the auction was at the
special request of a certain patron—a very valued patron, you
understand...” Her voice dripped her regrets. “However,”—the crystal
brightness was back—“as co-owner of Badan-Devaki, I can invite whomever I
please to our auctions. Yes, it would please me very much to invite you to this
one.”
“Why, thank you, Devaki-sa. I’m looking forward
to it.”
“Rani, may I...” Devaki paused, her voice tinged
with reluctance.
“Yes?”
“Pardon me, I beg you, if I seem presumptuous,
but it has long been common knowledge that the Nathu Rai Sarojin despises the
buying and selling of das. Does he approve of your patronizing our dalali?”
“Oh, he doesn’t know!” exclaimed Ana in a
breathless voice. “That’s what makes it fun! Why, he thinks the young man we
bought last week is my cousin, can you believe it?” She laughed again.
“I see. Well, then I will look forward to
greeting you personally tomorrow morning. Will there be others in your party?”
“Oh, no. Just me, I think.”
“Very well, then. Until tomorrow, Rani.”
“Thank you, Devaki-sa,” said Ana and cut the
connection.
Hadas gripped her arm. “Take me with you, Ana.
Please.”
“You could, if I was going, but I’m not.”
“I don’t understand. You said-“
Ana shook her head. “It didn’t feel right, Hadas.
That’s why I called. I wanted to talk to one of them—to hear a voice. She
didn’t even ask how I knew about this private auction, but she did make sure I
wouldn’t be bringing anyone with me—especially Jaya.”
Now Hadas’s eyes were mere slits. “You think it’s
a trap?”
“Well, think of it, Hadas—how did I get a
reputation at the Badan-Devaki as a redeemer of lost Avasans? As far as anyone
knew, Jivinta Mina bought you for me as a toy. The same kind of toy Vanam Sanoh
would be for this ‘client.’”
“Perhaps some rumor of what happened at the Mesha
Fest...?”
Ana shook her head. “It feels like a trap.”
“What if you’re wrong? What if Vanam Sanoh really
is in the dalali? If we don’t do something-“
“I didn’t say I wasn’t going to do something. I
said I wasn’t going to the auction. That place is a business, not a fortress.
I’m sure there are ways to get in. Especially since they’re expecting me to
walk in through the front door, not sneak in the back unannounced.”
Hadas came to his feet, his face flushed with
excitement. “You know Jaya Rai would never permit you to do this.”
“Jaya Rai can’t prevent what he doesn’t know
about. And you are not going to tell him, are you?”
“I wouldn’t think of it...because I’m going with
you.”
“No. It will only take one person to slip in and
check their files.”
“Check their files?”
“Even if Vamam Sanoh is no longer there, I can
still get into their database and see if their ‘inventory’ matches our list. I
want to know where the Lost Ones have gone.”
He perched close to her, on the arm of her chair.
“How? How can you access their files? They could have a whole different
system.”
“I’ve seen the terminals. They’re just like
these.” She patted the top of the vicom. “Paran 50’s. We use the same model at
home. Chances are they use a commercial database for their inventory. I know a
fair amount about databases, having been responsible for tracking the equipment
for a mining compound for the last five years. Even if the software is
unfamiliar, I can set the terminal for audio input. Then I won’t even have to
use entrance codes, I can make plain verbal requests.”
“But what if someone hears you?”
“I’ll whisper.”
She got up and tucked the note into the waistband
of her pantalons. “Now, I just need to talk to Govi.”
Hadas was nothing if not persistent. “What if the
terminal is voice imprinted and doesn’t acknowledge you? It could set off an
alarm.”
“Hadas! In the name of Tara-ji, don’t be so
paranoid. Voice imprinting would be highly unlikely in files that have to be
open to the Census. Alarms! That’s something out of fiction.”
“You’re being naïve. They’re running an illegal
business-“
“I’m sure the files that track their payments to
the thieves are coded up as tight as a sunburn. But it’s legal for them to buy
and sell yevetha—Avasan or otherwise. They’d have no reason to put a
lock-out on their inventory files. As a matter of fact, if they did, it would
probably arouse suspicions somewhere in the Census Ministry. Now, calm down and
go talk Ari or Dana into getting beaten senseless at Pariyati.”
She started to leave, but found his hand on her
arm.
“Take me with you, Ana. You need someone to back
you up. Please. I can’t let you do this alone.”
She shook her head. “I can’t ask anyone else to
jeopardize themselves, Hadas. This is my crusade.”
“No, it’s our crusade. I’m Avasan too. And you’re
not asking—I am. I may have led a softer life than you have, but I’m a
good athlete. I can climb, run, swim.”
“Thank you, Hadas. But I don’t think I’ll be
doing any swimming. Now, come on. Let me go see Govi.”
“Then at least let me in on the plan,” Hadas
begged. “Just in case something goes wrong. I could tell the Nathu Rai.”
She hesitated, then gave a reluctant nod,
acknowledging the wisdom of that. “All right. But you tell no one what I’m
doing.”
He nodded in solemn agreement, then followed her
in search of Govi.
oOo
The Rani met Jaya in the salon of her suite,
dressed impeccably in pale amber silks that set her tawny complexion off to
great advantage.
“Going out?” he asked coolly.
“I have a dinner engagement in Kasi.” She checked
the timepiece on her wrist. “How long will this take?”
“That depends on you.”
“Oh dear. I recognize that voice. Well...”
She moved to a low couch and made herself
comfortable on it. “There, I’m ready. What are we going to snarl at each other
about today?”
“Ana.”
The Rani nodded exaggeratedly. “Oh, yes. Ana.”
“I’ll get right to the point. You know Ana is
Rokh Nadim’s daughter. You know she’s been made dasa. Now, what do you intend
to do with that information?”
The Rani studied her presently golden
fingernails. “You mean, will I tell Duran Prakash?”
“Will you?”
She looked up at him. He was standing in an
almost defensive position; rod-straight and tense, as if facing a physical
threat.
He must have stood like that outside the gates
the day they attacked him—whoever “they” really were. Faceless,
cowardly— how dare they touch him, the Sarojin Prince—her son? She
nearly cried out aloud at a sudden intense desire to hold him; to gather him
into her arms as if he were still her little boy—as if he were not a
tall, threatening stranger.
She tried to make her voice sound cold and
distant, but didn’t manage it well. It came out hushed and strained. “I’m
afraid that’s rather academic at this juncture, Jaya. He already knows.”
Jaya’s face drained of color. “How?”
She shrugged, still struggling for composure. “I
have no idea. He wanted me to get her out of the Palace. He said she was an
agent of AGIM or some such nonsense. I told him I didn’t appreciate being lied
to and threw him out.”
“Lied to? I don’t understand. You know she’s
Anala Nadim, why not believe she’s an AGIM agent?”
“She told me everything; how you met, how she got
the dascree.”
“You believed her?”
“She’s Rohin. Her story made sense. His didn’t.”
She shrugged again. “He admitted he was lying.”
Jaya shook his head bemusedly. “So you threw him
out. For good?”
“Permanent exile. That will no doubt bring tears
of joy to your eyes.”
“I’m celebrating already.”
“Hmmm. Well, the fact remains—he knows who
your ‘cousin’ really is. He stated, quite bluntly, that her presence here is
endangering your life.”
Jaya lowered himself to the arm of a chair
opposite his mother’s couch. “He knows who she is, yet he hasn’t told the Inner
Circle. He suggested to the Deva Radha that I might be prejudiced by my
relationship with her, but that was all. Why, I wonder?” He glanced at the
Rani. “And you—you didn’t help him remove her. Why?”
“I can’t really say. Pride, I suppose—the
wounded variety. Or maybe...the vestiges of self-respect. Or maybe because I
knew if I did help him, my son would never forgive me. You couldn’t forgive me
for that, could you?”
“No. No, I don’t think I could.”
“She’s important to you, this Avasan?”
He nodded.
“Well, then, it seems I’ve done something right,
after all.”
Jaya exhaled sharply and stared at the carpet
between his feet. “Thank you, mother.”
“You’re welcome. Is there anything else?”
He glanced up at her. “Yes. You told Ana someone
warned you I was getting involved in an investigation of some Avasan
kidnappings. Who was it—Prakash?”
“No, not Prakash. It was Bel Adivaram. ...What?
What’s wrong?”
Jaya had risen slowly to his feet, his face
eloquent with astonishment.
“Is that so surprising? He’s been close to the
family since your Father-“
“What did he say to you? Tell me everything,
Mata. Everything you can remember.”
“He said you were—how did he put
it—‘championing the cause of Avasan yevetha,’ and that you were putting
your life in danger by doing so. I swear, Jaya, if one more person tells me
your life is in danger, I’ll scream.”
“Mother, please-“
She waved him down. “All right, I’ll attempt to
stay to the point. Bel said he was investigating these kidnappings, as you call
them, as a matter of Zone security. He said a ring of thieves were stealing
Avasan id to benefit one of the local dalalis. He said he suspected some of the
involved parties were highly placed politically and that you were putting
yourself at odds with them. He said his officers had tried to warn you off, but
that you wouldn’t listen. He asked me to try to influence you to...” She
stopped, staring at her son’s nearly gray face. “I thought...I thought he was
just being...a friend.”
“All lies,” said Jaya, his voice barely above a
whisper. “Or at least, most of it. Yes, there are kidnappings; yes, there are
probably highly-placed people involved—but I know of no investigation
except...mine, and no one warned me about anything. If Bel Adivaram knew about
my concern over the Avasans, he kept it to himself when I was around.”
“You never discussed it with him?”
“Never.”
The Rani nodded. “He said something else, too. He
said—or rather, he implied—that those so-called Worker’s
Coalitionists who attacked you were nothing of the kind. That they were sent to
dissuade you from prying into this kidnapping business because you were a
threat to the people behind it.”
Jaya shook his head. “The first time I even
mentioned the kidnappings to Adivaram’s Sarngin was the morning of the attack.
In fact, we were on our way back from the Port Zone Headquarters when it
happened. There was barely enough time for anyone to decide I was a threat and
send out those thugs. No, Mata. That attack was staged on behalf of the
Consortium—either directly or indirectly—I’m not sure which.
Someone thought they could frighten me into voting pro-KNC. All they did was
induce the Deva Radha to throw the case out of the Vrinda Varma and place it
before the Circle.”
“Bel knew that?”
“Of course, he knew that. He was in Chambers.”
“But he wanted me to think otherwise...for some
reason.”
“Yes. For some reason.”
The Rani knew a desperation born of fear. “Jaya,
what is happening here? What is Bel doing? What is he part of? Is he—is
he a friend or an enemy?”
“I don’t know.”
“My God, Jaya, who can we trust?”
His eyes met hers—huge and brilliant in his
ashen face.
“Apparently, no one,” he said.
They sat in silence for a moment, each trying to
absorb meanings and ramifications. Trying to remember who had said this or
that. Trying to sort friend from foe.
At length, the Rani had had enough of the
silence. “What will you do?”
“I’ll make sure our security is tight. I’ll have
everyone who tries to enter searched twice and I’ll take an armed guard to the
Asra Complex tomorrow. When we testify, we’ll tell the Circle everything we
know.”
“That...could ruin a few people.”
“I’m beginning to hope so.”
“One of them could be your Uncle Namun. If the
Consortium is ruined, it will be very hard on Vedda Technologies.”
“Uncle Namun once observed to me that he feared
that to deal with the KNC was to deal with demons. If the KNC is a Consortium
of demons, then they deserve ruin.”
The Rani grimaced, shaking her head. “Ji, it must
run in the family.”
“What?”
She shrugged away a wave of fondness. “You’re
just like your father. You remember how it was with him—he was always in
the forefront of some crusade. Sometimes I teased him about believing he was
the God-defender of the Down-trodden—the Guardian of Every Right.” She
smiled wryly. “The Consortium was no great friend of his, either.”
Jaya nodded. “I seem to recall that. I didn’t
really understand that—how he could be so close to Namun and yet throw
himself into a pitched battle with the institution that was the source of so
much of Uncle Namun’s working capital. I don’t recall that there was ever a bit
of strain between them over it.”
The Rani shrugged. “Both of them had a rare
ability to see the difference between people and institutions; between people
and their actions, even. A rare form of detachment. It kept your father’s
crusades from becoming vendettas. It also kept him from destroying treasured
relationships.”
“I didn’t understand that, either, then—the
crusading.”
The Rani shrugged. “You were a boy. You had other
things on your mind than fair wages for hard labor or the disposition of
sonless widows and orphans.”
Jaya grimaced. “I wish I’d paid more attention. I
might have learned something about how to conduct a crusade.”
“You could always consult his journals. He took
notes on everything. There should be a plethora of material there on the how’s
and why’s of being a successful crusader.”
“I think I understand the why’s now,” Jaya said.
He took a deep breath. “I’d better go set up our security arrangements for
tomorrow.”
“You’ll need my testimony, too, won’t you?” It
was more statement than question.
“Yes. Yes, I think we will.”
She nodded, resigned. “I believe I’ll cancel my
dinner plans and stay in this evening. I’m not sure it’s safe to be a Sarojin
in Kasi just now.” She shivered, touched by the chill of that thought. “I’ll be
glad when this is over.”
“So will I,” murmured Jaya. He turned and started
for the door.
“Jaya.”
He paused in the doorway to her entry.
“When this is over, you’re going to free her,
aren’t you?”
“Ana? Of course. Her family can easily produce id
for her, once the danger to them is past. Removing that obscenity from her palm
should just be a formality.”
“Remove it? Or do you have plans to replace it
with another obscenity? Don’t you mean to exchange that dascree for the Sarojin
raicree?”
The aloof stranger had returned. “I don’t think this
is the time to discuss that. When this is over, I’ll stop and I’ll think.”
“I hope you’ll make a point of thinking clearly.”
Now the dark eyes glittered with heat. “Meaning?”
“Meaning: You should think long and hard about
marrying across caste boundaries.”
“I don’t believe in caste boundaries.”
“No, but the world around you does. Think, for a
moment, of what life would be like for her once everyone knows she’s not a
displaced Rani of the Saroj, but an just Avasan miner’s daughter—a
common, colorless, ore-digger.”
“She’s not ‘just’ anything, Mother. Least of all,
common. And if I did marry her, she’d be a Rani of the Saroj, after all.”
“Not to them.” She jerked her head toward Kasi.
“Not to me.”
“I care, very little-“
“Ah, now!” She rose and moved toward him, praying
he would see reason. “Now, you care very little! But how much will you care
when it begins to affect the way people look at you, speak to you, or speak
about you behind your back? How much will you care when time passes and the pallor
of her skin doesn’t fade? When you realize it wasn’t the climate that blanched
it, but her ancestors. When she gives you children marked by the same heritage.
She’s Genda, Jaya—born from of the bowels of the world, a child of the
creatures that live in darkness.”
“ That is the most ignorant, superstitious pack
of nonsense I’ve ever heard you preach. Those are fairytales—legends.
We’re all products of earth. Every last one of us.”
She felt swift, certain denial. “There was a
time,” she said, “when the Sarojin men were little less than gods. To the
people around them, they were gods.”
“They were never gods. They were men. My father
was a man. I’m a man. Ana is a woman. We’re equals.”
“Equals! She’s a Genda slave!”
Jaya held up his hand. “Stop. Ana is not my
slave. Not in any real sense. And don’t suggest that I make her a cunnidasa. I
have no interest in it. None.”
She knew better than to believe that. “None?
You’ve never thought about it? Never thought about walking through that
unlocked door into her bed?”
Her son’s face gave up secrets that were no
secret to her.
She laughed. “The Crusader-Hypocrite? Come, Jaya,
admit it. You have thought pleasantly about that pretty piece of property. And
she is your property. Believe me, she could hope for no greater honor than to
be a cunnidasa to the Sarojin. If I were in her position-“
“You’re not in her position, Mother, and never
could be. Oh, you might have been born to a poor house, even to the family of
an Avasan miner. You might have found yourself enslaved and alone on a strange
world full of strange people. But you could never, never be in her position,
because to be in her position, you’d have to be honest and honorable and
selfsacrificing, and I doubt you are any of those things.” His eyes spat rage at
her from their depths.
She had to allow it was her own fault. A heavy
weight pressed upon her heart and she pressed her hands over it as if they
could lift the weight away.
She smiled wryly. “Well, I seem to have done it
again. Forgive me. I realize it all sounds like bigoted nonsense to you, but
the sanctity of a Taj line is something I was raised with—something I was
taught to respect and believe in. Other men might corrupt themselves or pollute
the stream of their heritage with lowlife marriages, but not men of the Taj.
There are always human needs, physical desires. That’s what makes
men—even Sarojin men—less than gods. Those needs can be fed. But I
was raised to believe that people of caste must marry to their station. How
else is the quality of the line to be preserved?”
“Quality of the line? What quality? What quality
of character does Ana lack that should keep her from being accepted as a Rani
of the House Sarojin? She’s passed well as one so far.”
“She has passed. That doesn’t make it so.” The Rani
shook her head. “This isn’t her world, Jaya. It is foreign to her. You are
foreign to her.”
His face flushed. “No. No, I’m not. This world
may be foreign to her—is foreign to her. She’s told me as much. But not
me. That’s part of my dilemma, Mother. I feel as if I’ve known her for
centuries, and I know the feeling is shared.”
“You are part of this world. She is part of
another. In a very literal sense, an alien.”
“I don’t want to be part of this world, damn it!
I never have! I exist in it, I glide through it. It never touches me. Nothing
has touched me. Until now. Now, I’ve been touched. By her; by those people
whose lives my world is shattering. All I want right now is to get to the end
of this tangled yarn and find out whose hand holds the skein. I want to find
Ana’s ‘Lost Ones’ and reunite them with their families and I want to dig the
corruption out of Kasi. You talk to me about caste boundaries? Well, I want to
shatter them. Every last one of them. They’re stupid, artificial walls and I
want them broken!”
Dear God, he was shaking! The Rani applauded,
laughing. “Oh, wonderful speech, Nathu Rai Sarojin! Well spoken! And with such
admirable passion. If that’s all you want—Ji!—the purging of Kasi;
the destruction of age old custom? A mere wave of your hand should suffice.”
She advanced on him suddenly, anger leaping like
black flame in her heart. “Do you have any idea how long your father struggled
to accomplish just that? Do you have any conception of how many nights I slept
alone because he was at the vicom, or skulking in some alley, or interviewing
some lowlife in an attempt to dig the corruption out of Kasi? Can you imagine
your father, the Nathu Rai Bhaktasu Sarojin, on his knees, weeping into my
skirts because one of his yevetha informants had been killed or because he
could not produce the proof of labor abuses he knew were occurring?
“You-you pup! You upstart! You have no idea what
it is to be a mahesa. You speak of crusades and justice and honor and you’ve
only just discovered they exist! You are a poor mirror of your father’s light.
A poor copy of the original!”
Jaya stood motionless, staring at her. In a
moment, he managed to find his voice. “I’m not trying to imitate Father, Mata.
I’m not a copy of him—poor or otherwise. I am myself. I am Jaya Sarojin
and that makes me the mirror of both my father’s light and yours.”
Melantha shrunk away from him, folded in on
herself. “Ah, now that’s a poor heritage. Half god and half Niraya-jinn. It’s
no wonder you’re confused about your role in life.”
Jaya’s expression softened. “I’m beginning to
sort through the confusion, Mother. You could help by not throwing such
conflicting signals at me. I swear, for the past five years I’ve been the most
confused over who you are.”
“Well, so have I. If I throw conflicting signals
at you, it’s only because I am in conflict. I loved your father, Jaya. I loved
him with a passion I swear few people are privileged to know. And he returned
that love, every last grain of it. I worshipped him and he ennobled me. I admired
the crusader in him as much as I begrudged it the time it took from me.
Whenever he was able to bring justice out of chaos, I was the first one to
adore him for it. But when he died...out on one of his crusades...”
She dug her fingernails into her palms, seeking
composure through physical pain, but it was an ineffective discipline against
inner agony and she cried, sounding pathetic even to her own ears. “By God,
Jaya, you’re all I have of him! If I lose you-“
He reached for her, folded her into his arms. She
recalled both Paradise and Hell in that embrace. Her son was hers again, for a
moment, but Bhaktasu was lost to her for the rest of her life. And at the end
of that fleeting dance, could she honestly hope for reunion? She realized that
in the past five years she had forgotten how to pray.
“Don’t leave me, Jaya,” she begged him. “Don’t
leave me alone.”
“I won’t, Mata,” he promised.
oOo
Ana yawned and stretched, trying to bring her
eyes back into focus on the detailed floor plan of the Badan-Devaki. She closed
them and discovered that the picture was imprinted on her retinas. She
chuckled. That would be great if it would last until she was finished with this
bit of espionage, but already the image was fading.
One thing remained fixed in her memory—the
small, black square drawn into the alley wall that represented admittance to
the sub-levels of the building. It was listed in the architect’s index as an
“inspection access” and was intended to afford the City Development Corps a
commanding view of pipes and conduits and any structural weakness of the
sub-flooring. To Ana it was just another dark shaft, and since she had
virtually grown up in dark shafts, she greeted it with almost a sense of
welcome. That, at least, was her element.
From that entry way, there were several trap-door
routes up into the dalali. One opened into a kitchen storage area, another into
a long rectangular room with no particular designation. From its lay, Anala
figured it ran behind the staging areas of the two premier floor public Salons.
She pondered it for a moment, then decided it correlated to the
wardrobe/dressing area she had seen during her processing.
She checked the time. It was getting close to
dinner. She printed a copy of the floor plan, then bundled it up with the list
of names, the schedule of deliveries, and some notes she had taken from Govi’s
sagacious input. Considering herself prepared, she folded the flimsies away
into a pocket and hurried upstairs to store them in a safe place.
Later, she would plan her entry route and look
over her notes. Then, she would just have to pray she was ready.
oOo
The journal hadn’t been easy to find. In the end
he’d asked the Rani for clues as to where his father had kept it.
Old Recipes from Vatapur, the faded, hide-bound
cover said, but when Jaya opened it, the book was hollow, and in the carefully
cut hole was a hand-sized com-journal. He powered it up, then sat down with it
and scanned the entries. There were some files with cryptic names, others
merely carried dates.
One of the named files had the initials “KNC” in
the title; he tried to open it. The file was locked.
“Enter id,” the machine told him, and a small red
light came on above an oval depression in its black face. He didn’t know where
his father’s leaf was, so he used his own, pressing the crystal face down into
the depression.
“Access granted,” said the journal, and proceeded
to open the file. He began to read.
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